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Profound Satisfaction

Dec1

Much Joy

When you tell your new story your world comes alive
Though it may not be the easiest thing to do
First crack out of the box. You can get yourself there
Because about how you feel you give utmost care.
At this moment you can have a fresh point of view
About your life. For happiness you want to strive.

Tell your new story the way you want it to be
Rather than the way it is and you will begin
To notice benevolent cooperative
Components assemble. You only have to give
Your attention to the guiding spirit within.
The universe wants to help you tell your story.

Be willing to let ex-partners be ex-partners…
To let bygones be bygones. The grudges you hold
Must be let go of. This alone will purify
Your vibration. There’s no reason you shouldn’t try
To author your new story. It wants to be told
As it lives and as in your life it well occurs.

Practice the power of your own mind and step back
Into a remembering of who you truly
Are in essence. You are part of Source Energy.
While living on this earth your purpose is to be
Doing whatever it may take to get happy.
You have reached the point now where there’s no looking back.

Say These Exact Words

Nov14

Verbal Expression

Be the deliberate creator of your own
Life experience. You have a legacy of
Wellbeing that is huge. You may doubt that it’s true
Because of tons of evidence all around you
That cause you to believe otherwise. If you love
To be happy you must be positively prone.

You are more than you know but you have probably
Suspected for a long time that this might be so.
You are different than you know yourself to be.
Of a wealth of wellbeing you are most worthy.
It is now time for you to allow it to flow
Into you life. To do so you’re perfectly free.

You can say to the universe, “If I’m so good
Then show me.” Let yourself hope for outrageously
Wonderful things to come to you. Speak your desire
Into meaning. You have at your back the entire
Universe. You were meant to live you life with glee.
Every part of you knows you absolutely should.

“If I’m a blessed being then let the blessing
Pour upon me.” You just have to play this game a
Little differently. The slightest little shift
In your understanding is an outstanding gift
To yourself and all that exists. Speaking this way
To it is the wellbeing that you’re expressing.

The More I Appreciate The More I Receive

Oct27

Occupational Joy

In the worst of times there are people who do well.
No matter what the economy is doing
There are those who prosper and those who suffer loss.
To the latter it’s as if life is a coin toss.
There’s fear in whatever they may be pursuing.
They have a continuing sad story to tell.

When you tune yourself into appreciation
For the beautiful things in your life you offer
A vibration that’s positive. Who then will you
Rendezvous with? The ones who are committed to
Their alignment will enter your life as it were
To assist in your magnificent creation.

Complaining is a technique used by people who
Have relinquished their power to turn thoughts to things.
They can’t jump on the good wheel. It spins way too fast.
They get thrown to the bushes. They cannot get past
The grand illusion of power and what it brings
To the table. It’s not what the wise one would do.

Law of Attraction gives everyone exactly
What they’re offering by their vibration, so you
Have the best reason to go for your heart’s desire
And your hard work and struggle it doesn’t require.
It is time to prepare for your dreams coming true.
To feel your very best is your reason to be.

Grief

Aug19

 

Desperation

It’s been years now but it still seems like yesterday.
Sometimes I feel his presence. I want to believe
That his soul lives on and that I can contact him
Yet the light in my soul has become weak and dim
So the messages from him I cannot receive.
That I can come to some resolution I pray.

As I feel him right now I know that everyone
Who’s aware of my sorrow is also aware
Of his presence. Is my knowing reality?
Is my sorrow getting the better part of me?
I know better. There’s no use in my going there.
I’ll enter the abyss of darkest emotion.

Everyone has multi-sensory perception.
It’s not only about everything we can see,
Hear, taste, touch, and smell. We perceive in many ways
Besides those. It’s good that my consciousness obeys
What is in essence spirit. In tune I can be
With that world. I am feeling now what has begun.

I don’t want to diminish the power and scope
Of the presence who came into form for a while
To be with me. The soul is a great deal more than
The finite personality. Indeed it can
Guide me out of depression and put back the smile
That I once had. I’m always receptive to hope.

Authenticity

Aug13

Faces In A Digital Maze

The truth simply exists. There’s no need for it to
Be deciphered and analyzed. It’s true that there
Are millions upon millions of absolute lies
About everything. Difficult to realize
Is this truth because lies can be found everywhere
Human speech occurs. What in the world can one do?

Innocently or by intent people will lie
Out of habit. It’s often done unconsciously.
Always there’s a war going on inside the mind
Between truth and the fantasy. It’s hard to find
Inner peace when the two versions do not agree.
The reality of life is hard to deny.

As close as possible to the truth words can get
But there are no words to explain truth because we
Are the truth. As we come into full awareness
Of the deep truth within us, we have more access
To the ultimate truth of this reality.
Human fear is a drama we’ve not conquered yet.

Don’t let the expectations and opinions of
Other people affect your decisions. It’s your
Life not theirs. You must live your own reality.
You must be the person you know yourself to be.
Do believe that your own truth is worth searching for.
You may find that the truth has much to do with love.

Are You Worthy?

Aug8

Pretty Please

Good things can come to you easily if you’re not
So hung up on not having them. Feeling worthy
Of receiving them may be the issue at hand.
The forces that deliver only understand
How you’re feeling. They respond to the energy
You’re emitting. Your attitude matters a lot.

If you’ve struggled then failed many times to achieve
What you want then you may feel you’re not good enough
To receive it. As negative stories begin
To flow into your psyche you’re skating on thin
Ice in terms of fulfillment, and you’ll have a rough
Time of getting back into the mode to receive.

Change your focus completely. When you redirect
Your attention to things that are working out well
In your life, you release your attachment to the
Outcome and its timeline. You want to become free
Of the angst which has cast such an ominous spell
Over you. With your higher self you must connect.

So just feel good. Your focusing on the outcome
Leads you far from what you want. Look at what’s thriving
In your life instead of what you don’t have right now.
It’s the only way on earth that you can allow
What you want to come to you. Be only striving
To feel better. We hope that this will help you some.

Let All Your Money In

Aug1

Wealth Satisfaction

How much treasure is there lined up for you today?
Does it have anything to do with how you feel
About life and abundance? How much of your dream
Are you letting come true? How does everything seem
To be going? Are you living your life with zeal?
How much wealth and wellbeing is coming your way?

If you can feel hopeful about it being there
Instead of disappointed that it hasn’t come
As of yet, then you’ll find yourself moving toward
Your desires. You know that you don’t have to work hard
For the money. You know where abundance comes from,
And about how you’re feeling you know you must care.

It’s not a matter of winning the lottery
Or getting an inheritance. It’s not about
Landing a great job or finding education
That may increase your value. You don’t have to run
The rat race and remain in perpetual doubt
Of ever getting to the place you want to be.

It’s about letting in what you have already
Put into your own vibrational bank account.
You can change your life story. The universe knows
Not the difference between what’s real and what goes
On in your mind. You have an enormous amount
In vibrational escrow. Let it come to be.

About Gratitude

Jul30

Sign Of Life

Accustomed to the pavement and looks of disdain
From each passerby, one must compartmentalize
Feelings of desperation, shame, and hopelessness
From the art of the sale, as the face must express
Sincere need. One must hope people will sympathize
With their circumstance. This is what drives one insane.

Homelessness of the body, like that of the soul
That has lost its connection to reality,
Is a problem that people encounter each day.
People wish that the issue would just go away
But it won’t. It’s a part of our society
That in some basic ways is way out of control.

At some nook on the freeway the human billboard
Holds the message that cannot be well understood.
We don’t want to be interrupted from our own
Many issues. We won’t throw the poor dog a bone.
Trying to stuff the guilt doesn’t do any good
Because we’re not as practiced at being ignored.

Yet there are success stories. There are people who
Have reached out in a big way. Anyone can be
Faced with hard times. People who deal with homelessness
Work for others’ compassion. They are nonetheless
Worthy of being happy. Those who don’t agree
Have some gratitude issues they should attend to.

What Are You Going To Do?

Jun26

It Is What It Is

What Are You Going To Do that’s different than
What you’ve been doing? You could be looking for more
Positive aspects – not when you’ve identified
Something negative. Let that vibration subside
Completely. You can get in alignment before
The day happens. This is a beneficial plan.

When you first awake take some time to meditate.
For fifteen or twenty minutes quiet the mind.
Listen to something steady and not distracting
To your focus on nothing as you’re contacting
Your true spirit – the essence which is undefined.
You feel bliss and detachment when you’re in that state.

After having done this you are now ready to
Take the day on. The environment has shifted
Because you’ve moved your energy to a new place
And you’re now more receptive to infinite grace.
In the ways of the spiritual you’re gifted
And the new day turns out to be a dream come true.

What you do to get ready to get ready to
Enjoy life to its fullest is of paramount
Importance. You have nothing to lose anyway.
You feel more wholesome when you can preset your day.
On the help of your inner being you can count
To bring everything that is wonderful to you.

Appreciate Who You Are

Mar27

Emotional Flowers

This nation is conceived in original sin.
Slavery through gestation created a beast
Rather than a republic of civilized folk.
White supremacists war against those who are woke.
Civil War didn’t end. It has only increased
In severity. Our consciousness is of skin.

And since mine isn’t lily white, which side I’m on
Is made obvious for me. Should I be afraid
For my life or my freedom? This is a nation
That adores assault weapons and the creation
Of a living hell impossible to evade.
Will there be satisfaction when all hope is gone?

Enough of this sick story! If I’m to remain
In alignment with my source, I have to replace
This one with one of my own that doesn’t include
Anything that would adversely affect my mood.
Only those thoughts that uplift me I shall embrace.
By creating my own story I’ve much to gain.

I must be selfish enough to want to feel good.
If my focus is yanked away, I’ll readjust
Easily back to my story of how things are
And of who I am. This attitude is by far
One in which I can absolutely put my trust.
I appreciate expressing my humanhood.

Make The Universe Listen

Mar22

Infinite Horizons

Feel the power of telling your own new story.
It’s not easy to do it in the beginning.
It’s something to warm up to. Determination
To begin telling yours your way can be much fun.
You can tell one in which you are always winning.
It can be one where you are in all your glory.

As you do, be aware not of things as they are,
But instead, keep your focus on what can become.
Pay attention to the evidence happening
In the way that you feel. The universe will bring
You impulses and insights. You benefit from
Believing that what you want is not very far.

You’ll begin to let go of bygones, injustice,
Bad behavior, ill wishes, grudges, and mistakes
Of others and your darned self, and you will replace
Them with thoughts of the things that you truly embrace.
Purify your vibration. Avoid the headaches
Brought on by negative emotion such as this.

Use the power of your focus and the guidance
That comes forth from within you. Make The Universe
Listen to you by letting it know your intent.
In each moment toward your goal find fulfillment.
When you’re in alignment it will freely disburse
All that you’ve ever wanted, so give it the chance.

New Story

Jan15

Life Conjuring

Money is as available as all the air
I can breathe. I do like breathing it in and out.
It is fun to imagine a lot of money
Flowing to me. I daydream of it blissfully.
In my space of creating there’s no room for doubt.
What I think about money I do so with care.

I’m the creator of my own reality.
I see how my feeling about money affects
How much comes to me. I’m happy to understand
That, with practice, I’ll be able to take command
Of my attitude. I become one who expects
Many magnificent things to happen to me.

I can tell by the way I’m feeling whether I
Am focused on abundance or on its absence.
Confident I am that in time I will align
My thinking with abundance. I will do just fine.
Money has to flow into my experience
If I’m ready to have it. Some laws do apply.

It’s not necessary for me to understand
Other people’s perspectives. I find alignment
In my own thoughts and feelings about abundance.
I am one who is able to fully finance
My desire by expecting the wanted event
To evolve. My New Story is as I have planned.

Magic Happens

Jan13

Fantasy World

A Deliberate Creator I want to be
Of my own life experience. This is the way
I am told I must do it. I’m different than
I know myself to be. With that knowledge I can
Manifest what I’m after as soon as today.
I must know I’m credentialed vibrationally.

I am more than I know, and it’s so exciting
To explore who I truly am down deep inside.
I’m much smarter, wiser, and much more deserving
Of the good life. Although my doubt is unnerving,
Conquering it gives me a renewed sense of pride.
In each moment my story I am rewriting.

So much good I’m entitled to. My wellbeing
Is assured. It is part of a huge legacy
Of abundance. Were I to believe otherwise,
Then my life with its contrast I’d grow to despise.
Things around me are just as they are meant to be.
There can be nothing wrong with this way of seeing.

I will hope for outrageously wonderful things
To come to me. I want to test the universe.
If I am worthy, then kindly prove it to me.
Inundate me with blessings. I’m happy to be
On this magical stage where I’m free to rehearse
The script of my alignment with good happenings.

A Magnificent Story

Jan1

Abundant surprise

Whatever you are living at any moment
Is an indicator of what you’re offering
By vibration. The feeling is temporary.
Have you been telling yourself the same old story?
Telling it like it is doesn’t yield you a thing
But a difficult life and extreme discontent.

There are two kinds of drumbeats that people follow.
One is that of frustration. “I don’t have enough.
I hate them. I don’t like what they’re doing to me.
I don’t like what is happening with my country.
Ever since I was little, my life has been tough.”
Beating this drum takes you where you don’t want to go.

But the other drumbeat is a lot different.
“There is plenty. I have enough, and what I need
Is lined up for me. Circumstances and events
Come together for me, and it makes perfect sense
That there is nothing wrong. I have planted the seed
Of desire. I have faith in its full fulfillment.”

The way you feel is everything. This is because
It is The indicator of whether you are
Closing or widening the gap between who you
Really are and the troubled self. All you can do
To beat the drum of happiness carries you far.
This is all according to spiritual laws.

Don’t Tell It Like It Is

Nov19

Righteous Distraction

Telling the same old story will keep you right where
You don’t want to be any more. What you believe
Is what you are observing. ‘What is’ has you hooked
To the point where ‘what could be’ may be overlooked.
Inspiration from spirit may not be perceived
To be relevant even though all truth is there.

You pinch off the abundance available to
Everyone by your determination to tell
The story like it is. You don’t want to be seen
As delusional. There’s a difference between
Ignorance and psychosis. You know very well
That your reality is created by you.

Feel hopeful about the abundance being there
Instead of disappointed that it hasn’t been.
It’s not a matter of winning the lottery
Nor is it about all of your activity.
It’s about your exuding abundance and then
Owning up to the goodness of which you’re aware.

The loudness of ‘what is’ is just so deafening,
But you do have complete control of the volume.
Tell a different story. What you fabricate
Is the now story that you were born to create.
Knowing no better, the universe will assume
That it is true. To you, what you dream it will bring.

Tell It The Way You Want It Told

Nov13

Your Story Your Way

What you’re living is only a temporary,
In the moment indicator of what you are
Offering by vibration. Your feeling creates
A magnetic transmission. Your positive states
Bring about blessings that border on the bizarre,
Yet, this moment, as all, at some point, cease to be.

Tell a different story than the one that you
Were provided by others because it does not
Measure up to the real you, nor does it suffice
As one which includes things that you consider nice.
You are authorized by God to write your own plot.
You’re the star, the director, and the staging crew.

The old story contains things that are best to lose.
When you’re beating the drum of, “I don’t have enough,”
Then you draw others like you and give power to
The notion of not having. What you’re free to do
Is to tell the new story where life isn’t tough.
The best thing about it all is you get to choose.

Listen to the call of your source, and follow through
With the impulse to do something and change the way
You approach life and others. Your story can be
One in which everything works out successfully.
We are all acting with other forces at play.
Be open to what is more refreshing and new.

Test The Universe

Aug31

God Never Bluffs

It’s not as if it’s bluffing. The wise universe
Knows exactly what it knows and how it affects
Every creature within it. So testing it will
Only prove how fantastic it is with its skill
At delivering things. It’s not all that complex.
It responds to vibration for better or worse.

You are more than you know. You are so much wiser
And deserving of much more than you can conceive.
Your vibrational credentials are of value
To yourself and others in all things that you do,
And the universe has not a trick up its sleeve.
Of it, you can become a good merchandiser.

You have probably suspected your legacy
Of wellbeing. You know not how huge it has grown.
Things occurring can cause you to think otherwise.
Staying there for a bit helps you to realize
What is needed. To the universe it is shown.
It responds, then, but it is vibrationally.

Outrageously wonderful things are meant for you.
Test the universe often with things that are small
And that have little to no resistance attached.
Circumstances that fit the vibration are matched
Almost instantly. Life is designed to enthrall
You into situations fulfilling and true.

The Best Teacher

Aug29

The Wisest Advisor

Looking back on my school years, I personally
Had a rough time because I am mentally ill.
Way back then, diagnoses were nonexistent.
The odd way that I see things will often prevent
Understanding of social cues yet I can still
Function sufficiently well in society.

You’re expecting a nice story. I’ll give you one
Not about how my troubled life eats at my heart
But about how it’s possible to overcome
Feelings of inferiority that come from
Childhood trauma of which I have made a fine art.
Misery in my old age I now see as fun.

Normal folks have ‘best teachers’ – the ones who have made
A life long positive impression upon them.
Simple words spewed without thought will alienate
As will attitudes that radiate racial hate.
The best ones are happy to deal with your problem.
Above and beyond they work. They’re on a crusade.

Early on I was told that I wasn’t the same
As the others in my class in obvious ways
And one not as apparent. It turns out to be
A most powerfully creative part of me.
It’s not like I am giving my enemies praise.
The Best Teacher teaches how to live without shame.

A Provident Universe

Aug14

Universal Coverage

God, disguised as the universe, wants you to know
What you knew when you got here – that you want to be
The deliberate creator of your own life.
What’s around you may get you to thinking that strife
Is the way of existence here naturally.
Yet there’s much here to prove that this just isn’t so.

Who you really are is much more different than
The perception of yourself you’ve come to believe.
You are much more than you know – smarter and wiser.
You are here to become a good realizer
By knowing how to be in the mode to receive.
Your experience here is all part of a plan.

You have vibrational credentials. Everything
That you have ever wanted is well tended to.
It’s available to you when you are aligned
To receive it. You must be in the state of mind
That allows it. The only thing you have to do
Is believe it then your life will be amazing.

Let yourself hope for outrageously wonderful
Things to come to you. You have a huge legacy
Of wellbeing. Put the universe to the test.
“If I am so good, show me how that I am blessed.”
You will see that things happen immediately.
It’s appropriate then to be ever grateful.

Soul Trap

Jul1

Caged Consciousness

Through the contrast that happens here, it is easy
To be thoroughly obsessed with horrible scenes,
And what complicates things is the creative mind
That comes up with stories of the scariest kind.
Contact with what is unknown by any known means
Can be vague and fallacious to a high degree.

There are no negative beings with the power
To influence a person to do something wrong.
They’re contained in their own world and can do no harm.
If you’re having bad luck there’s no need for alarm.
There’s a practical reason, and it won’t be long
Before you’ve figured it out… far less than an hour.

We create our reality through our actions
Which are driven by our beliefs, and our systems
Of logic produce evidence that we perceive.
This will reinforce what we already believe.
There’s nothing in the real world that either condemns
Or administers sorrow for we wicked ones.

So, a trap is something that only works when you
Don’t know that it’s there. That’s how you fall into it.
The real trap is the story you are being told.
If you do not believe it you can’t be controlled.
You can use logic for maximum benefit
To dispel horror stories that some people spew.

Make The Universe Listen

Jun20

Command The Cosmos

You create the vast universe as it creates
You and all others in it. Telling your story
As you want has the power to change anything
In your life that’s not working. Alone you can bring
About what is needed in terms of your glory.
You must know that a wonderful treasure awaits.

Your story as you tell it can eliminate
All the bygones, mistakes, grudges, and injustice
Of all manner. You will begin to let it go
And replace it with that which you have come to know
As benevolent, hopeful, and things such as this.
No one can mess with the story that you create.

Purify your vibration. Practice the power
Of your own mind. Step back into remembering
Who you are, why you came here, and what you shall do.
All that is benefits from all that which is you.
With every thought that you think you have everything
At you beck and call naturally as it were.

Do whatever you must to feel good. If it takes
Dissolving stagnant relationships, so be it.
Put your undivided attention on the things
That bring you the most pleasure despite happenings.
Your life was meant to be a comfortable fit.
The game of your alignment is truly high stakes.

Ask This Question

Jun19

The Most Important Thing To Ask

Much obscene information erupts into play
With my daily reality. There is no need
For me to ask a single thing. Too much goes on
For the mind to keep track of. Consensus is drawn
From the common collective. In this way I’m freed
From the wild chase that would make a waste of my day.

Negative emotion always means that I’m not
In agreement with how my inner being feels
About what I am dealing with. It cannot see
Any evil in anyone including me.
It’s the epitome of positive ideals.
What it thinks about all things should matter a lot.

I could choose to be angry about many things
That involve people having to be different
Than they are in order for me to be happy.
They won’t change who they are just to satisfy me.
There is one other option. I can be content
In the clarity that my inner being brings.

How does my inner being feel about this thing
That I’m focused upon? Is my gut in a knot?
If so, it means I’m not in agreement with it.
My internal guidance is of huge benefit.
It tells me when I’m warm or cold and when I’m hot.
It’s the only question I will keep on asking.

Amongst The Rest

Feb10

The Outstanding One

Creation is activating a vibration
In advance of the manifestation, and most
People are activating vibrations based on
History, so the future is hard set upon
What has happened. We tend to be fully engrossed
With the past in its detail. It isn’t much fun.

The future keeps on being the same as the past
If no change in vibration takes place in the heart.
What is past will continue. The need to move on
From the present condition is why one is drawn
To profound dissolution. One sees a fresh start
As the only solution and one that will last.

Out of chaos comes complete awareness of all
That is not to one’s liking. It brings clarity
To what is most appreciated in someone.
In the parting of old ways the journey begun
Leads the heart to fulfillment. Be grateful to be
At an altitude where you’re unable to fall.

The relationship you want is in the process
Of becoming. This new story is viable.
Miserable excursions back into the past
Are to be blessed and let go. The brighter forecast
Is the one that you have made most reliable.
Take the edge off of your journey and don’t obsess.

The Kingdom Of Heaven

Jan19

What Lies Within

In this world there is never an intervention.
It implies some assertion that something is wrong
And needs to be corrected by someone outside
The person with the issue who serves as a guide.
So the word ‘intervention’ does seem rather strong
For something nonexistent and wholly home spun.

There is only attraction. There’s no assertion
In this time space reality that we perceive.
We engage all the drama with strong emotion
That stirs up the momentum for getting things done.
Happiness is the one goal we want to achieve.
The times that we are purest is when having fun.

We’re here to explore contrast and from it create
Conditions for solutions to fall into place.
Coming into alignment with all that we are,
We have access to heaven which isn’t that far
From where we may be looking. We’ve no one to face
But ourselves, and it helps not to foolishly wait.

So, The Kingdom Of Heaven we know is within.
We’ve been told that by many a teacher by now.
That must mean that God resides in each one of us,
And the fact that we’re human also is a plus.
We can enter the Kingdom if we but allow
Our acceptance of our worthiness to begin.

It’s Your Time

Jan15

Your Adventure Stars Now

Begin to understand the love God has for you.
Have you not taken notice of positive things
That occur in your life and elsewhere in the world?
Anything you can do with your spirit unfurled.
You can choose not to struggle. The woe that it brings
Is a thing unbecoming for all that you do.

You proclaim your determination to release
Your resistance to God’s blessings once and for all.
And in so doing you give up your tight control
Of what is uncontrollable. You become whole
In the process of owning that which does enthrall.
Giving up struggle leads to your ultimate peace.

From outside of this knowledge you’ve not managed well.
There are so many pieces and not enough mind
To keep good track of all of them. Don’t interact
With those parts of the puzzle. Their lethal impact
Is the death of the spirit. Do not be confined
By your ignorance. It is the worst kind of hell.

It’s your time to begin feeling your way into
The vortex of emotion where all is sublime.
There it feels like clear answers to all your questions.
Definiteness of purpose is how your life runs.
Every instinct within you knows this is your time.
Don’t let what you have worked for become overdue.

These Exact Words

Aug5

Words Of Enlightenment

There’s a message from heaven inscribed on a scroll
In the soul of each person. It needs to be read
Silently and in private. It must be well known.
There are no excuses for why I haven’t grown
To my fullest potential and why I am led
Down the path of confusion? My Life Can Be Whole.

If it came as a person, this message from high,
He or she would be telling me that I am great
And that I am accomplished more so than I know.
It may seem at the moment there’s nothing to show
For the good that I’ve gathered. I’m here to create
A most blessed experience before I die.

Our vibrational credentials are powerful.
With them, we can do magic, and it’s expected
That we practice ‘til perfect the feeling of bliss.
We belong nowhere near an imagined abyss.
All in heaven insist that this message be spread
As a gentle reminder to cut through the bull.

“If it is so bad, then make it better somehow.”
This reply back to heaven is not quite the one
That will garner attention. “If I am so good,
Then bring wonderful things.” This is well understood
By the provident forces who do get things done.
Knowing this, the allowing is up to me now.

New Story

Jul28

The Ever Unfolding Drama

Once upon a tough lifetime, the fool I became
Disconnected me from myself and family.
An awful disappointment I am to them now.
Resolution is futile. I can but allow
Divine guidance to soothe the decayed part of me
Who continues the story of sorrow and shame.

The process of atonement will not complete here
In the realm of the physical. It’s much too late.
Criminal are offenses that I’ve committed.
My life hangs by the tiniest bit of a thread.
Addicted to self-loathing, the hell I create
Is the product of thinking and acting from fear.

Any troublesome story deserves a rewrite
No matter how disgusting and vile it may be.
I’d been under the influence of human pain.
No regret have I. My actions I can’t explain.
I can remain the victim of insanity
Or amend the whole story to something more bright.

Life is short, and its meaning I’m left to pursue
Through intense introspection with much gratitude
For the lessons I’m given so that I may grow.
That I am worthy is all that I need to know.
If I don’t take this attitude, then I am screwed.
Any story can be changed to something brand new.