The world is not as out of whack as it’s perceived By the human inhabitant. There’s just a bit Of negative emotion that has momentum. One does not need a theory on where it comes from. The challenge is in our finding some benefit In its happening wherein some growth is achieved.
Life should feel better to me. I should get what I Really want without question. I should not suffer. Things should unfold before me. Power I should feel That I can make good use of. This world is ideal As its contrast seeks balance. I do not concur With all that takes place here. This I cannot deny.
People have lost their sense of worthiness because Of the distorted story that’s been told to them About who they are and what they came here to do. At the point of awakening to what is true, We have ways we can deal with the psychic mayhem And it feels good for some to return to what was.
At this time those who are looking at last will find. Revelations and answers to questions are due About human behaviors. There’s no one right way Of living. There are many – too many to say. We’ve the chance of an eon to try something new. We must once and for all leave the old world behind.
It’s a new way of death that I must get used to. Weapons are carried legally by too many And the ones of assault are the most popular Among madmen among us who think that they are Population reducers by divine decree. We’re a nation where mass shootings are nothing new.
One child learns how to play dead. The blood of her friend She anoints herself with. What an awful lesson To be learned unexpectedly! I feel the pain Caused by those who are most dangerously insane. They should not be able to get hold of a gun. But they do. It is something I can’t comprehend.
What I do know is that politics plays a role And the powerful dollar erodes common sense. With a sense of detachment all legislation Enacted is in favor of owning a gun No matter who you are. The ultimate expense Are the lives of the innocent. God help our soul.
I’m the first one to admit that I am insane Just because I have felt rage that’s out of control. I don’t want a gun in my life. It is a tool From the smokey wild west to be used by the fool Who believes that his weaponry will make him whole. In the meantime we honor the next to be slain.
How Does Worthiness Fit You? Try it on for size. No one is more deserving of all that is good. You are all extensions of pure Source Energy. You should know that you all have the ability To translate information in your humanhood From nonphysical sources that are much more wise.
You have access to infinite intelligence, But you have something even better. It’s your gut. Your emotional responses all come from there. It is your guidance system. You become aware Of the next move you should make. Indeed it knows what You may not know consciously yet still it makes sense.
Impulses you’re receiving all day every day As the universe conspires to put into place Every detail to help what you want to unfold. You do not have to rely on what you’ve been told About God and the strict distribution of grace. Following your own impulse leads you not astray.
Life is being as good to you as you allow, And it does want to be insanely good to you. How would life be different if you really knew Just how worthy you are? You would blush until blue And there is nothing expected for you to do But to live your life fully and stay in the now.
It is so delicious for me to interact With energies of deliberate creation. I am physical now. As I stand in my shoes I feel safe and abundant. The thoughts that I choose Are vibrational butterflies of elation. Knowing love is the business I’m here to transact.
Wrapping up the day, or throughout, or at its start, Several times I release all I know that’s true. I’m the creator of my own reality. I’m the conjurer of my own mood. I would be Not possessed by another. I am the one who Is the keeper of my own attitude of heart.
Butterflies in the stomach ascend to the heart Where they radiate outward. They mingle freely Among all of God’s creatures wishing only peace To all life. The nature of my heartfelt release Is that I’m fully worthy. The Force is with me. Everything had been set up for me from the start.
And The Law Of Attraction is the grand master Facilitator to match up all frequencies And deliver to me evidence I can feel. This condition upon living is most ideal. My creative endeavors continue with ease As long as I don’t become a doom forecaster.
Without being outrageous how can it be known That reality is what we keep on facing Which is why it’s so real to our human senses? Momentum is needed before change commences. It can be done by good-feeling-thought embracing. I create my reality all on my own.
There’s plenty of reality I would retain And so much I’d avoid due to no interest. I will replicate in my life experience What I am mostly focused on, and it makes sense That a selective sifter I am at my best. I can be more discerning for maximum gain.
If a thought doesn’t feel good I’ll go general Which will slow its momentum. On the other hand If it feels good then going specific is right. What I’m after will much sooner be within sight. This is not all that hard for me to understand. I must trust that my life is never in peril.
When I feel anything whether it’s bad or good I can say, “Good for me; my guidance is working.” Guidance is not an indictment of worthiness. It is only indication of my progress On the path I have chosen. It’s interesting That it cares for me as if it knows that it should.
If I find a good feeling place and maintain it I can’t get into trouble and find myself lost. Many roads take me to the place I want to be But some are difficult and not necessary. Can I learn to remain positive at all cost? I’ve been driving for this long. I can’t up and quit.
How do I learn to trust thoughts that may lead me to Places of satisfaction? I’ll feel excitement. My enthusiasm will be at maximum And there will be no obstacles to overcome. All the world is prepared to see what I present As a well-traveled person in some point of view.
Am I really in touch with the way that I feel And not covering up tension with lots of work? I release the temptation to increase my speed. That the ride be a bit smoother is what I need. Can I learn to accept clarity as a perk Of my being well balanced in all that is real?
There is always an on ramp to a smother road. Let the finish line be, “That feels better,” that’s all. Since I am always moving, I can repeat this. Every moment that does not… I safely dismiss. My feeling is my guidance should ever I stall. A whole lot of blessings are upon me bestowed.
If you have a desire and believe in it to The extent that its coming is not in question Then it will come. The matter is all about trust In your worthiness, and you may need to adjust Your vibration a little so that it is one With the thing that is wanted. This is nothing new.
Core beliefs are vibrations you’ve been offering For a long enough time that they have attracted Evidence to support them in reality. It convinces you that this is how things should be. If they are negative your life is impacted. You become weighted by their immense anchoring.
Just because something is true does not mean that it Deserves your least attention. New criteria For what you pay attention to is in order. Logic dictates that you feel as you would prefer. Everyone need not feed the current dilemma. Evil feeds on the energy we all transmit.
There are many fine people alive and healthy. There are also those who are seriously ill. Both are true statements, but how does each make you feel? When you become healthy it’s not true that you steal Wellbeing from another. It is your free will That accounts for how much of the world you can see.
Memories and impulses that are unconscious Are the dark matter filling the space of the mind. Derived from ancestral memory in the brain, Common experiences it’s known to contain. In all air breathing humans the space is designed By our genetic nature. At times, it’s a plus.
We would all like to feel good rather than not so And we all have our images, most similar In their themes and in detail of how that would look. People are free to author their own storybook. The collective unconscious is nothing bizarre. That there’s something that binds us is healthy to know.
People who are not fear based don’t need to express Domination. It means they doubt they have power. So brute force is the only way they can relate. It is much easier to learn how to create What you want through your focus in every hour. At any given moment you have full access.
Those who are in denial that they are in denial That their fear based beliefs are turning them into Negative manifesters are way too many. Manifestation Space is known by you and me At an unconscious level. The least we can do Is to come up with some way to make people smile.
There are ways of responding to differences That are different also in roughly two ways. Difference is a blessing to some citizens. Life is vivid in color when seen through the lens Of initial acceptance and ultimate praise. Folks are open to hearing what anyone says.
But it’s also a nightmare for the remainder Of a nation bisected from its beginning. It’s a confronting energy – that of freedom To express as one wishes. It’s evil to some To progress. It’s the reason they are called right wing. Recursive is the politic that they prefer.
Tragedies thus befall us as incompetence In response is broadcasted worldwide instantly. Others witness our savagery and wonder why We’re the only ones who allow children to die. Differences in attitudes definitely Are a life and death issue which doesn’t make sense.
Difference should be shot at if it is a threat To the safety of others. Again, many ways There are to respond to differences. Some are More efficient than others. Perhaps we are far From a civilized nation. As our heart decays Our ignorance of issues is not an asset.
How can I want something and then leave it alone So that it can occur without driving me mad In the eternal meantime? By Feeling Worthy? That seems somehow so terribly simple to me. If I want something ‘badly’ I offer a sad Vibration to the universe of all that’s known.
When I want it and expect it, then it must be, But wanting something badly can only lead to Constant torment. So how can I leave that alone? I can’t take my mind off of this thing I must own. Frequencies sorely differ. That must be a clue That my worthiness must be felt deep inside me.
But my leaving it alone is really the key. I have already asked for it. I can move on To other things of interest. If I allow Things to happen while staying focused in the now Then happy is the nature of conclusions drawn About how things are going with the best of me.
Distraction is a good thing. My getting busy On something that occupies my mind is sublime. Yet keeping the mind quiet can work just as well. Consciousness either way is as clear as a bell. I alone am the one who controls how much time It will take for the thing I want to come to me.
Your desire is the only thing you’ll ever need But you hardly ever let yourself entertain A desire without shooting it down with your doubt. Things that keep showing up are clearly all about Your own lack of commitment. There’s nothing to gain In hoping that your struggle will help you succeed.
You have given your inner being subtle clues. You’re contributing always. Your relationship With yourself you have nurtured over many years. Your reluctance to movement results from your fears Of failure, but this agony you can well skip. You always have the freedom to feel as you choose.
There is only attraction. There’s no assertion. When you try to force something it rarely works out. When desires and beliefs match are when things occur That will be most delightful. The life you prefer Is available to you. You do have much clout In commanding the universe, and it is fun.
You have unwillingly calibrated to things And beliefs about things you do not even want Through unconscious behaviors that you can release. The power of your presence is eternal peace And the life you enjoy here can be but a jaunt. You’ll get used to a new heart that constantly sings.
If you’re more aware of what you are perceiving And less so of how others are perceiving you, You can stay in the art of allowing always. You did not really come here to spend all your days Understanding perceptions of others. It’s true That it adds some resistance to all your grieving.
I have consciousness flowing to me and through me. Everyone who has ever lived has their own view. They’re looking at this moment not as I see it But from spirit – a vantage point that defies wit. Allowing is made simple. All I have to do Is to stay in the receptive mode constantly.
That part outside yourself that you’re trying to reach You will find is inside you. If you are tuning Yourself to the frequency of it you will find That you are it. It’s vital that you never mind Anything that does not support what you’re doing. You are all of the pieces and emulate each.
Consciousness of pure intellect and of feeling Is that which can assist me right here and right now. Do not let conditions that I cannot control Rob the life force within me and cripple my soul. With some practice I can train myself to allow Loving grace which makes life so much more appealing.
Things are not the way I want. It’s getting me down, And I’m not in a position where I can see How to get what I want. What on earth should I do? I keep repeating this until my mind turns blue, But I need to do something or I’ll never be In fulfillment. Yet I can’t help wearing a frown.
I have this thing all backwards according to those Of a better vibration than I can produce Here and now in my agony. It makes no sense That when I feel like this nothing good will commence. In fact all is against me if I don’t make use Of content with my journey. My higher self knows.
The journey is the destination. I can know That I can find fulfillment each part of the way To the way that I’m after. I’ll do everything In my power to entertain thoughts that will bring Feelings of satisfaction and not of dismay. Focusing on what’s missing is not how to go.
What I want is unfolding, and I’m satisfied. I am in the receiving mode and ready for The next piece of the puzzle, and then the next one. They won’t come if I’m troubled. I can’t be undone By the present which isn’t so tragic a bore. What I wish with a pure heart cannot be denied.
Soul contracts are agreements we enter into Before birth because souls involved will be bonded Together for some time for lessons to be learned That are raw and specific. Our guides are concerned That we grow through experience. We’ve responded To spiritual process. It is nothing new.
Before this contract is created we will meet With our guides who permit us to plan and design Which life lessons and situations might be best For each soul’s evolution. What we manifest In the way of our karma may fall out of line With intentions original. It’s not defeat.
When all lessons are learned then the contract will end. When that happens folks respond in various ways. Like losing an old friend some may feel great sorrow. But some may be quite happy to let someone go Who had been a real asshole throughout all the days Of the contract’s duration. Have you made a friend?
The end of a soul contract ends only a part Of your life. The next chapter will always be there. With certain understanding we learn and engage Our manifold relationships on the life stage. We instruct one another to be more aware Of the matters that matter so much to the heart.
You want to help the world be a wonderful place. The better your life is the more you want that for Everyone in the whole world. So far all is true. The point of least resistance is your only clue To the life that you want, special blessings, and more. Positive Expectation is your certain grace.
You can’t vibrate for someone else. You can only Live your life and control your point of attraction. You can influence others through the clarity Of your shining example that others can see. With a cleaner vibration it can all be fun. You control what you think and let how things are be.
Thinking thoughts that you don’t want to turn into things Is a scourge of a habit. You know that by now. Meditation or sleep will stop the momentum Of a thought that is negative. You overcome By changing its direction. This way you allow The divine puppet master to pull at your strings.
Let the control that you seek be only about Controlling your own Positive Expectation. Then your point of attraction you control as well. You know that there are places where you mustn’t dwell. The whole universe is in cooperation With your total wellbeing. Harbor not a doubt.
Spirit and feathered creatures work well together. My grandmother transitioned a few days ago. Since then I’ve been seeing cardinals everywhere. Does this have some significance, and should I care? They do have my attention, yet all that they know Is that it’s a fine day. Other creatures concur.
They are not my grandmother, but what can they mean? Is it coincidental, or am I addressed With a message from spirit directly from her? Could I be much the wiser in this if I were More attentive… or something? To give it my best Is my intent. I must keep my vibration clean.
These birds are brightly colored, and they are around Where I live, so the mystery is lessened some But the birds are susceptible, meaning they are Easily influenced by those energies far From the realm of the physical. Messages from The nonphysical quarters are real and profound.
Birds are excellent at what they do to maintain Connection with the spirit world. They are willing To do what e’er it takes to get our attention. It remains beyond all human comprehension How the integration can be most fulfilling. The work of these creatures is never done in vain.
Can I think of my life as a mission unique If so many just like me are doing the same? Fundamentally I know that I’m different Than most folks in a lot of ways, and I have spent A lifetime finding my token in this big game. There’s a price to be paid for my being oblique.
I don’t think I could act normally if I tried. Indeed I’ve tried a whole bunch and all of it wrong. I believe I’m a loser, and that is tragic. When I look in the mirror I make myself sick. Is there some truly fucked world where I might belong? I know that life is so only if I decide.
How much time have I left to do what I must do To clean my nasty toilet of lifelong ill deeds? It would take a fortune just to get out of debt. When I leave this world I’ll do so with no regret. I did give it my damnedest. My bitter heart bleeds For the life that I might have lived and that I knew.
I am writing from my heart. This is a snapshot Of the monsoon of moments that flow through my day. It may not be worth sharing. I give not a damn. Take it as entertainment. The fool that I am Gives me absolute license to do things my way. This old self and my writing is all that I’ve got.
All I need to know is that it’s already done. I’ve identified something that I want and I Can maintain my alignment. I’ll build momentum So that all the sooner that which I want will come. But a wise inner voice says that I ought to try A lot less and to trust in the process begun.
Constant trusting that the process works without fail Is all that it requires. I have put it all there – Everything that I want. I can’t keep focusing On the absence. I will not accomplish a thing But a blocking of that which is going nowhere. They exist in my mind’s eye in vivid detail.
It is not about thinking about it a lot. Too much of that will lead me into depression. To accept that the process is worthy and real There must be some passion in the way that I feel For the thing that is wanted, and I am someone Who can maintain a blissful state absent of thought.
I Must Chill. That’s the bottom line. Just let things be. Everything is accomplished. I need to relax And allow things to happen. It is not okay If I’m feeling discomfort. I must steer away From diversions and self-sabotaging attacks. I let myself move toward what I want to see.
Soon your true love will be knocking at your front door. If you care to believe that then go right ahead. Miracles can occur if you know this is true But if you’re feeling tension one thing you can do To address the phenomenon which is widespread Is to focus your feeling a little bit more.
Think only of your appreciation for all That the person means to you. Pay no attention To what you think the other is feeling for you. Do not try to prepare yourself. You won’t be true To who you are, then psychosis may have begun. False starts are not advised, but that is your own call.
Prepare yourself for the person who loves seeing, And wanting, and loving. It’s all about the flow Outward from you as elegant love energy. You have no concern for what comes back. That will be Taken care of by Law of Attraction. Do know That the person you want is the one you’re being.
If someone that you wanted to love you did not Yours is not the imbalance. It clearly is theirs. Think about what you want and especially why. Keep your focus on loving, and do not be shy With the person you know deep inside really cares About you. This acknowledgement matters a lot.
I feel that I’ve accomplished something this morning. I’ve always been trying things and watching outcomes And I have been getting better in my results. It would seem I’m a lot saner than most adults. Happiness is my life. I beat only those drums That enthrall and excite me more than anything.
When I woke this morning, I felt that I was me. I don’t think I’ve felt quite this way ever before. As it lasted for hours, I was wide awake And not thinking about anything. What I make Of this realization is that I am more Than I am. I’m not separate from all that be.
I’m so grateful that I can express how I feel. Now that I know that feeling, I know perfect peace. I am just so comfortable with everything And the realization continues to bring Moments of deep contentment along with release Of those patterns of thinking that are not ideal.
I’m still working it out, but I’ve finally found What I’m looking for and my connection as well. I’ve consulted the world, and it is fine with me. I’ve a new sense of pride because I’m completely In a world of near ecstasy, if you can’t tell. My guiding star emotion is pure when unbound.
What would we want future generations to know… Who will be on this planet some eons from now? Today is a time capsule. We are dead sea scrolls. In a thousand years’ time folks will take on their roles As astute analyzers who will not allow Us to be unexamined. That’s the way things go.
Things I would like to tell them remain manifold And of two categories: moral and mental. There will be plenty of intellectuals then. They should only consider what are the facts when Studying any matter. Do not take the fall For diversion to preferences you may hold.
Very simple is the moral thing I would say: Love is Wise. Hatred is foolish. That’s about it. Evil is tolerated on this troubled earth. What we learn in this schoolhouse is of immense worth In terms of the healthy rearing of the spirit. All must learn that there are certain laws to obey.
We are getting more interconnected which means We are much more familiar and prone to contempt Yet we must learn to tolerate one another. People will behave in ways we would not prefer. It is vital that we keep our vibrations kempt And allow loving wisdom to enter our genes.
There are some reasons to ignore reality. One can just find that feeling place and wallow there In the bliss of contentment and that is okay If you do find some peace in living life this way. It’s in no way dynamic yet you are aware Of the fullness of yourself and how you should be.
In your ignorance it’s easier then to feel Your way into that state where nothing can go wrong. Tuning into your wholeness, focused attention You give to all of life. There’s no need to mention The ignorable horror which is a sad song. Are you called Pollyanna for not being real?
Undivided attention to life you shall give After some hibernation – enough to get you Feeling passion for something that you already Love to do when you’re being the best you can be. It is not complicated, this thing you must do In order to live the way that you want to live.
When someone asks, “How are you,” do speak what is true: “I have never been better. Angels have blessed me
With a world of abundance. I’m in paradise…” You might blow them away, but they must pay the price For their asking. You can be assured they won’t be Calling you Pollyanna or messing with you.
Lethal forms of expression are God given rights Among those who breathe hatred all day, every day. The setup for mass murder is fully in place. Frequently people die just because of their race In this land of gross freedoms. With full on display, Terrorists stand united. Why are they all whites?
Never once in my long life have I understood Why it’s whites against non-whites and not the reverse. Histories I’ve been taught demonstrate this as fact. White folk have much less fear of their being attacked Just because of their whiteness. It feels like a curse To be non-white in this land. How can this be good?
Having failed to put myself in white racist shoes, I cannot look at me and my kind with disdain. If I could I’d be just as my hurt ancestors Who knew noting of hatred, expansion, or wars. I can’t look at the white race without psychic pain I’ve discernment for ugliness if I so choose.
Restlessness Of The Natives of this white man’s land Is severely apparent and will continue Until we either self-destruct or get a clue That for our survival there are things we can do To deal with barbarism of now but a few. I do not want to perish by their evil hand.
Lately I’ve been feeling that something wants to change. It was driving me crazy that I didn’t know What on earth that would look like and what I must do To help shape things the way I want. I have no clue As to how it will unfold. I’m confident though That my dream will become real. Now does this sound strange?
As I stand in my wholeness in full resonance With who I am and revel in what’s taking place In my day to day living, I can recognize Changes making their way to me. Thus it is wise To remain optimistic. The challenge I face Is that it ain’t that easy although it makes sense.
Deliberate Creation sounds so wonderful, But like most heavy duty tools one must take care In its safe operation. It takes self-control To ignore the way things are, but my weary soul Must find something that works. I would consider prayer Does it have to be painful to sort through the bull?
I become a cooperative component When I lose the resistance of my awareness Of the way I don’t want things. It’s rather tricky To focus on specifics, but being happy Guarantees my connection and total access To the ever available grace of content.
Basic laws of physics we can well understand. We need not attend classes about gravity. “If you don’t get this training you might well fall up!” It is insulting to be treated like a pup. Many children are missing though. So could it be That for some of us this understanding is banned?
The laws are consistent as they work just the same For all creatures existing. We learn how to use Them to our full advantage. Laws of Attraction Are the engine we use to get everything done. They make no exception nor mistake. We may choose To ignore their existence and wallow in blame.
We can’t speak about Laws of Attraction without Reference to momentum, its elegant child. When you focus on one thought about anything Within moments you open up to a wellspring Of thoughts like it. It’s as if the mind has gone wild. Often times you have felt this. I have not a doubt.
A reprieve from momentum you get as you sleep. The engine of beliefs and wants must have a rest. When you wake don’t refill your mind with yesterday. Think of things that excite you. With practice you’ll stay In a good natured state – not angry or depressed. You will be astounded by the blessings you’ll reap.
Your awareness of where you are can hold you back. Strongly believable is your reality Because it’s translated by physical senses. You see things then believe them. The consequences Are your strong dispositions. Yet if you could be A being of perfection you’d still get some flack.
You are here to create your own reality – Not to face someone else’s. Some folks recreate What they’re facing already, again and again. Powerful belief systems are reinforced, then There are conflicting mindsets to coordinate Along with others telling you how you should be.
Stop looking so much at what is, first and foremost. How far you are away from the unfulfilled dream Has not to do with distance nor time it may take. It’s about vibration. Consciously while awake You decide to get happy then on comes a stream Of sustaining fulfillment of which you may boast.
When you sleep, all momentum stops. When you awake, Your vibration is neutral. This time is the best To find reasons to feel good – the more the better. Then your day will unfold the way you would prefer. Don’t worry or think things that will make you depressed. Your doubting and complaining would be a mistake.
Soul agreements are made outside of time and space. Often they are forgotten in this dimension. Distracted by this day to day reality, Living can be a challenge. While blind we can’t see What it is we had written. Whatever is done Without guidance may result in harm and disgrace.
Connections from the present we make to the past. We believe they’re essential for drawing upon Information from past lives to help with the theme That was chosen for this one. Within the daydream Are subconscious reflections, and from them are drawn Insights from the vast pool that the soul has amassed.
Linear is our thinking. We can’t go beyond Our imperfect perceptions of experience. Time and space are illusory. All that occurs Does so all at once. We are at best amateurs When it comes to experience. Don’t take offense. It is futile to look at the truth and despond.
Simultaneous is the nature of being. Connections that we make and break are dynamic, Ever changing, and subtle. The changes we make To past lives and this present one are for the sake Of them all that they all may become fantastic. Knowledge of how it all works is truly freeing.
When you’re into the flow of things life is a breeze. You feel full, well connected, and part of the whole Of all that is created. Ascended masters Guide you through your existence. Whatever occurs You remain unaffected. You have trained your soul To be calm, contented, and quite easy to please.
Your akashic record you may care to peruse. You are interested in your tapping into The power of your higher self. There is a way, But you need not believe in a word that I say Until you’ve tried some things out. The human in you Demands proof, or else its truth you’ll flat out refuse.
The body is a complex energy system. It is composed of chakras. The one that’s outside Is the Soul Star Chakra. It is above the head. Through this chakra, divine love you are being fed. Everyone has this access. It can’t be denied Nor can it be a thing that someone could condemn.
As you’re grounded and prepared for deeper insights To come to you, the activation has begun. In a nice quiet place focus on your breathing. Imagine white or golden light that is bringing Loving grace and a peace that’s as warm as the sun To your Solar Star Chakra through your days and nights.
Believing is the momentum of practiced thought. I would love to feel fresher in things that I think. Is it better that fewer beliefs enter in This now moment’s equation? And is it a sin That I’m so overwhelmed that I’m close to the brink Of eternal confusion where I’m all I’ve got?
It feels that I should do something – what I don’t know. Cleaning up my vibration may be what is best. How I do that is through my appreciation. As I become addicted new life has begun. No longer do I feel so alone and depressed. Of the thoughts of my evil past I must let go.
The fresh feeling of satisfaction I pursue In each God given moment for all that I am. I’m aware that I created it consciously – A state of deep contentment so that I may be Receptive to life’s blessings and not to the sham. There is so little real work that I’m left to do.
If I’ve practiced feeling satisfied I will be More likely to be at peace when things are adverse. Feeling for the sake of feeling gives me freedom From the weight of conditions. I can overcome Feeling that I’m the victim of some evil curse. I may then declare my invincibility.
The Dead End I have reached. There is nowhere to go That is not without torment. “Struggle is okay,” Would say friends if I had them. “We all can relate
To the bitter taste life has. When in a lost state
Know that you’re not alone although it seems that way.” Could there be a ‘friend’ inside me who I don’t know?
What I feel is reality, and it is now. Contemplating ending it all, I find relief In the knowing that doing so may curse my soul. What if it is already too much less than whole? My own negative thinking I know is the thief Of my spirit. I’d feel better if I knew how…
So we all go through hard times, and I would do best To be patient with myself. I deserve a break. Some rest and relaxation and good exercise When I’m feeling much better is proper and wise. I must move this damned body while I am awake Whatever that may look like and rightly expressed.
I must force myself off the couch and on a walk. I can create something from the pain that I feel. Things that make me wonderful, blessed, and unique And the things I appreciate counter the bleak. I become all the better throughout the ordeal. Therapy for the psyche is positive shock.
Any person who meditates knows how it feels To be at peace and thoughtless if but for a while. Signs of things as you want them you may disbelieve Out of habit. The images that you receive Are the prelude to something complete and tactile. One must be open to what life clearly reveals.
But you are meditating – quieting the mind. In this way you suspend disbelief at your will. One cannot remain thoughtless indefinitely. Doubt returns as you experience ecstasy In your dreams of fulfillment. The ultimate thrill Is to know satisfaction in all that you find.
Do not go for certainty in any event. It will goose up the distrust. Our reality Will confirm that we shouldn’t believe it because It has not happened yet. This logic has some flaws. You may be thinking so much that you cannot see Some way clear of the self-talk that causes torment.
You can feel satisfied in the thought of some thing Not in having the power to make it happen. Feel the satisfaction and in time it will turn To the trust for which you most desperately yearn. Practice feeling delighted again and again, And find ever more things that will make your heart sing.
What is the difference between wishful thinking And true knowing? What if it’s appreciation For the life that I’m living for every reason That is positive? Now is the perfect season To find bliss in pure nothingness and the warm sun. There’s no reason to think that my world is shrinking.
The bounce I do appreciate from a bad place To a better one, or I could choose not to see That there is some relief and continue to whine When I know deep down inside that everything’s fine. I’ve played that game for so long. I’d rather be free To be in the mode of receiving divine grace.
Unseen forces that make worlds also orchestrate The movement of all matter, and every event Is already assembled. I just have to be A cooperative component willingly. If I do so, I’ll save myself useless torment. All I have to do more of is appreciate.
I know what feeling good is and how to get there. Staying there is an issue I still must work on. But I can’t figure life out. That’s already done. So instead of thinking I should be having fun. To the geekiness in this verse do give a yawn. Being notThe Last Holdout, my heart I must share.
An old woman of one hundred four years of age With hair down to her knees dances wildly about Sometimes singing and laughing but with tears flowing. An ecstatic life she lives. She loves everything As it is without judgement or lingering doubt. With all things she’s ready and willing to engage.
To know life beyond physical limitations, Psychological structures, and what is perceived Is to know life as it is happening right now. All is one living cosmos. How can one know how To feel anything different than what’s believed? Is there hope for we young inexperienced ones?
She shows intense emotion just feeding the ants. Because she is empathic she knows how it feels For all creatures to feel love come on randomly. I will kill ants on sight. They mean nothing to me But an absolute menace. My hatred reveals That I’m not quite there yet. What an odd circumstance!
I would not get a scolding for being this way Nor would she try to stop my incongruous act. With her laughter and tears flowing I’ll understand Why her love and compassion are awfully grand. What we do here may have an unrighteous impact. Am I willing to carry along come what may?
I would like to be able to communicate Directly with my maker as some of us can. I know that it is possible for anyone. I need answers to my questions. I receive none. Perhaps it is because I am feeling less than One deserving of answers. It’s worth some debate.
Some people speak with their God as if they’re old friends. Others do in the same way and call it good luck Or timing, the right resources, or just magic To connect them with God. Is there some special trick To the asking for guidance? Indeed, I’m dumbstruck By the complex simplicity that life intends.
It is said that it’s subtle in the beginning. Connecting with your God source means your alignment With the answer forthcoming and not the question. It is through meditation that this can be done. When you quiet the mind you relieve the torment Of your bad habit of overanalyzing.
Let the questions rest within you but for a day. Ponder them in great detail to get clarity. Then the next day get quiet and just meditate But not on the questions. Confusion you’d create. When you’ve finished listen for what flows easily. You become more insightful in living this way.
Back to work – the big storm dream is thus come and gone. Delusions of nostalgia for life in the womb Dissipate in the daylight along with the quest To release what has always been tough to digest. There’s a big call to duty, and life must resume. From wherever, all life coping forces are drawn.
And the work is not obvious right off the bat. There seems to be confusion as to how work feels. If it drains the life out of you and causes harm To your delicate body, this should cause alarm. True work is of a nature which often reveals Special passion and talent. What’s cooler than that?
The most primary work to be done is to feel At your loving best most of the time you are here. It takes practice and patience to get to that place Where you can be delighted at will by the grace Given by divine forces. Your fortune is near In the things that, for you, are eternally real.
Your routine is as changeable as you want it. To be drenched in such freedom is to be allowed All the choices available for you to make. Improve yourself not for anyone else’s sake. For the work that you do feel genuinely proud. You can play out your life just the way you see fit.
Would I know it was Sunday without a device Of some kind to inform me of reality? At some point it should matter not that time exists Or does not, as is in the minds of the sophists. The air, pregnant with magical moisture, to me, Is awfully enchanting which is really nice.
Go ahead, then! Be with child, blessed atmosphere! You and I both deserve it. Our hearts become one Beating entity. Growing anticipation Of the torrents oncoming define what is fun. To behold in protection the cleansing begun, In a state of comfort I am as it draws near.
Water falling to the earth is such a big deal. I can’t get enough of it. If in a dry place Then my mood will be stricken with consciousness drought. Something about the wetness I can’t live without. Super liquid dark matter, consume and embrace All that needs readjustment and more time to heal.
At once, I am my higher self and the one here With a flesh and blood vessel and a unique take On all that I experience. I love the rain. It’s movement almost guarantees release of pain. I believe that my being deserves such a break From the desiccant nature of my worldly fear.