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I Don’t Care

Alternative Focus

Human rights is a lethal joke, but I Don’t Care.
Everything is transactional, and vibration

And the Law of Attraction connect those who are
Of a similar frequency. Far from bizarre
Is it that there are things in life people should shun
But they don’t out of ignorance. They’re not aware.

I Don’t Care is my motto. I practice daily
These words that have much power. They give me freedom
To detach from what bothers me, and to be fair
Everyone has the right to say that they don’t care.
Why engage in something that will make the heart numb?
I Don’t Care, and I feel that’s the way it should be.

It’s not that I’m not a caring soul by nature.
Consciousness I am given to recognize all
As creatures of divinity, but in this school
Is the fear that one may end up acting the fool.
There’s no gain whatsoever in playing it small.
Our diseased human nature must find its own cure.

I Don’t Care. It’s just how I am. I still have fun.
I cannot fix the world or you, so I Don’t Care.
I’m sorry that you’re upset. I wish you the best.
If you’re offended by the opinion expressed
I Don’t Care, and I have nothing further to share.
I cannot find a reason for conversation.

Get Some Energy Moving

Matter And Energy Are The Same

Can you please take me from a most general place
Of contentment to something specific and grand?
What I need is a rampage to get me moving
In the direction of what is most behooving…
For wellbeing. My consciousness wants to expand
While in the total comfort of God’s loving grace.

I’m contained by the general. More momentum
I would like to see happening. Sometimes I don’t
Accommodate that request. There is no power
To support it. All hope then it will devour.
Readiness of vibration must be there. I won’t
Otherwise enjoy a favorable outcome.

Negative belief systems are overridden
By desire if it’s strong enough, and it will be
In every circumstance. I’m an influencer
In this world. There is nothing more that I’d prefer.
I’m here to connect to powerful energy
And uplift and enlighten again and again.

Universal forces all the time are at play.
They respond to vibrations that we all create.
I am here to play uplifting roles and to find
Excitement and fulfillment as I leave behind
All misdeeds of the past. It’s time that I see straight
Toward bright new horizons beginning this day.

The Vibration Of Wellbeing

Everything that happens is a co-creation.
If I decide that I ought to blame the one who
Seems to be the most at fault rather than to take
Full responsibility for what I make
Of my life I’ll feel awful. So what I must do
Is be a component of cooperation.

We have all come to this earth not to do bad things
To each other and not to teach others lessons.
We’ve come here to experience the awesome joy
Of alignment. To do that it’s best to employ
Conscientious observance of situations
Where we can feel much better such that the heart sings.

The divine source within us has an opinion
Which is usually different from our own.
Vulnerability physical senses know
But our nonphysical senses would have us go
With our strength. It’s the only thing they will condone.
The divine spark of wholeness is with everyone.

Decide that you will feel your best no matter what
The conditions may be. Savor thoughts that feel good.
Look for reasons to feel good wherever you are.
As you practice you won’t have to look very far
For your purpose in life. It will be understood.
In a short time your view will be pure and clear-cut.

The Emotional Journey

Freedom Of Emotional Flight

What happens when you have those feeling places that
Contradict one another? A change of career
Has been on my mind lately. I get excited
About travel abroad. The adventure ahead
I can feel with much passion. There also is fear
That I’ll leave other parts of my life falling flat.

I want to do an institute in India.
I can feel creativity flowing through me.
I love collaborating. The people I meet
Will provide opportunities that will be sweet.
In my heart I believe this is how it will be.
I can do very well in that rich arena.

But again apprehension in blended into
My feelings of elation. Some risk I will take.
It’s a lot of hard work. I will be out of touch
With my family and friends who I cherish much.
Dangerous it may be. The decision I make
Is one of great significance. What shall I do?

When I think thoughts that feel good, I feel good inside.
The reverse is true also. I care more about
Getting into alignment vibrationally.
The Emotional Journey is one that should be
Taken before all others. I’ll deal with my doubt.
My awareness of how I feel shall be my guide.

When Manifesting Feels Like Hard Work

Effort At Earning

There’s no doubt that I’m anxious. My ultimate dream
Still keeps me up and running the rugged rat race.
I relinquish control albeit nervously
But the current is speeding up quite rapidly.
I’m accomplishing all the things that I embrace
But again I am moving too fast in the stream.

Everything though is relative. If an airplane
Is high up in the sky and moving at high speed
There is little resistance. But if on the ground
Then a case of white knuckles would be quite profound.
From my vantagepoint having the need to succeed
It remains hard to deal with for such little gain.

Have I really let go of the oars or have I
Held on to the belief that my work must feel hard?
Letting myself flow downstream should not be a chore.
I am doing enough. My doing any more
Is counterproductive. With sufficient regard
To the way that I’m feeling things can’t go awry.

When I get into sync with divine energy
It takes little to no action to manifest.
When I am flowing with it I do not feel it.
It seems like I am soaring. Indeed I am fit
To pursue my heart’s passion without feeling stressed.
Consciousness, clarity, and guidance are with me.

Make Them Text You Right Away

Attract Through Your Vibration

What you want to take care of is getting in touch
With acquaintances you’ve not heard from for a while
But you had some anxiety so you waited
‘Til you felt in alignment yet you created
Resistance by your action. The cramp in your style
Yielded some success but indeed not very much.

It may have made you feel somewhat vulnerable
As it does add more resistance to what is there
But when you really own this, to the contrary
Is this so. It takes much thought before you can see
That you’re not in alignment, yet not in despair.
With regard to your feelings you must be mindful.

You need not figure out things. If you are unsure
How you feel then feel it as deeply as you can
At least until something can be identified.
Isolate and describe it. In your heart confide.
Do what you feel is best. Do not follow a plan.
Readjust your vibration and make sure it’s pure.

Is it because you feel great and they feel not right
Or that they feel wonderful and you feel anxious?
Don’t attempt to find answers to what can’t be known.
Let the Law of Attraction take care of your phone
And the people who call you. You need not discuss
Anything not uplifting to your appetite.

The Emotional Scale

The Continuum Of Feeling

I am bored with my whole life. It makes little sense.
The longer I exist the less I am enthralled
By what life has to offer. The matter with me
Is that I’ve lost connection. I would like to be
Who I am at my finest. I’m neither appalled
Nor delighted. I’ve lost the feeling of suspense.

I want to feel contentment. I want to let go
Of all that I’ve been pushing against. I am done
With the struggle and striving. I just want to be
Comfortable and wholesome within my body.
I can get there on my own. I’m the only one
Who can make changes to my feeling status quo.

My boredom is the tipping point to contentment.
If I can make that tiny jump I’m on my way
To releasing resistance to feeling better.
The appropriate practice indeed must occur.
Life for me can seem like a delightful ballet.
How I feel at the moment I cannot resent.

I know that things are going sufficiently well.
With that thought I can feel some internal relief.
Noticing the positive aspects of my life
I can lower the frequency of psychic strife.
That I can control how I feel is my belief
Otherwise I’d be living unspeakable hell.

The Genius Of The Crowd

The All Knowing Public

Treachery, hatred, violence, absurdity…
There’s enough of it in the average person
To supply any given army any day.
Those who excel at murder preach, and what they say
Is that killing is offensive yet they have none
Of the virtue they speak of. All eyes plainly see.

Those who hate with a passion and do it quite well
Are those who get to teach love. Is this ironic?
And those who are the best at war finally preach
Of the peace that is needed. Their eloquent speech
Often manipulates the body politic.
Negativity sadly is not a hard sell.

Those who preach love have no love, and those who preach peace
Don’t have peace. Those who speak of God incessantly
Do need God. Beware the knowers and the preachers.
Those who read books are also dangerous creatures.
People who detest or are proud of poverty
Are a drain on the life force. Connection must cease.

Beware the average human being today.
There’s enough genius in their hatred of others
To kill you, me, or anyone. No solitude
Do they want nor can understand. This can be viewed
As a tragic existence if one so prefers.
It’s an understatement that life’s not a ballet.

Awareness And Mindfulness

Existential Balance

We can speak of awareness and of mindfulness
As two separate entities or quite the same.
They both are fine techniques for quieting the mind.
Regarding meditation the novice will find
Each to be beneficial. The general aim
Is to relieve the tension that is caused by stress.

Differences between the two are noted here.
Mindfulness meditation, practiced everywhere,
Is objective. We concentrate on just one thing
Like the breath or a certain sound as we’re breathing.
Attention is focused on the object with care
Not to drift far from it, so we must persevere.

Awareness meditation is practiced also.
No particular object is focused upon.
Instead, all at once everything is taken in.
One could say it’s subjective and not commit sin.
There’s no certain conclusion that needs to be drawn.
Both techniques benefit one. This you should all know.

In practicing awareness one becomes a flame
To illuminate all that is in one’s domain.
Objects are not as important with this technique
But they can support the consciousness that you seek.
From each one there’s an awful lot that one can gain.
Liberal and conservative define the game.

Sharpen Your Mind

The Power Of The Brain

There’s a huge difference between confidence and
Clarity. You may feel that you can do something
But you lack proper focus and act randomly.
Confidence – a poor substitute for clarity –
Is not nearly enough that progress it will bring.
There is always room for consciousness to expand.

Crossing a busy highway is life compared to.
Vehicles are moving at a very fast pace.
If your vision is foggy you’re taking a chance.
You could say some Hail Mary’s in this circumstance
But you may get run over. Your ultimate grace
Is in seeing where you’re going and what to do.

The spine is not just a physical organ. It
Is a serious communications network.
Such a complex assemblage requires proper care.
Your perceptions and emotions are processed there
Where negative vibrations are destined to lurk.
There is something you can do for your benefit.

A natural upsurge of energy is gained
By your putting your feet together and squatting.
This will strengthen the back muscles and activate
The lumbar region of the spine. Keep the back straight.
This simple exercise brings instant wellbeing.
Clarity of brain function can thus be maintained.

This Is What You Shall Do

A Virtuous Life

Love the earth and the sun and all the animals.
Despise riches. Give alms to everyone that asks.
Stand up for the stupid and crazy among us.
Keep a positive slant on the things you discuss.
This may be one of the most difficult of tasks
But it may be one of the sanest rationales.

Devote your income and labor to other folk.
Do hate tyrants, and argue not concerning God.
Have patience and indulgence toward the people.
Take your hat off to no known construction of bull
Or to any man. Do not the ego applaud
Or else antagonism it may well provoke.

Go freely with the powerful persons – those who
Are without education… also with the young
And with the mothers of families be at ease.
Through the eyes of the other the wiser one sees
All there is that is missing. Keep quiet your tongue
Lest the thing that you offer be arrogant spew.

Re-examine all that you have been told in school
Or in church or in any book. Gladly dismiss
Whatever insults your own soul. Be the poem
That is of richest fluency as your words stem
From the depths of your soul. Do encounter the bliss
Of a wholesome authentic life and one that’s cool.

Make The Universe Listen

Command The Cosmos

You create the vast universe as it creates
You and all others in it. Telling your story
As you want has the power to change anything
In your life that’s not working. Alone you can bring
About what is needed in terms of your glory.
You must know that a wonderful treasure awaits.

Your story as you tell it can eliminate
All the bygones, mistakes, grudges, and injustice
Of all manner. You will begin to let it go
And replace it with that which you have come to know
As benevolent, hopeful, and things such as this.
No one can mess with the story that you create.

Purify your vibration. Practice the power
Of your own mind. Step back into remembering
Who you are, why you came here, and what you shall do.
All that is benefits from all that which is you.
With every thought that you think you have everything
At you beck and call naturally as it were.

Do whatever you must to feel good. If it takes
Dissolving stagnant relationships, so be it.
Put your undivided attention on the things
That bring you the most pleasure despite happenings.
Your life was meant to be a comfortable fit.
The game of your alignment is truly high stakes.

Ask This Question

The Most Important Thing To Ask

Much obscene information erupts into play
With my daily reality. There is no need
For me to ask a single thing. Too much goes on
For the mind to keep track of. Consensus is drawn
From the common collective. In this way I’m freed
From the wild chase that would make a waste of my day.

Negative emotion always means that I’m not
In agreement with how my inner being feels
About what I am dealing with. It cannot see
Any evil in anyone including me.
It’s the epitome of positive ideals.
What it thinks about all things should matter a lot.

I could choose to be angry about many things
That involve people having to be different
Than they are in order for me to be happy.
They won’t change who they are just to satisfy me.
There is one other option. I can be content
In the clarity that my inner being brings.

How does my inner being feel about this thing
That I’m focused upon?
Is my gut in a knot?

If so, it means I’m not in agreement with it.
My internal guidance is of huge benefit.
It tells me when I’m warm or cold and when I’m hot.
It’s the only question I will keep on asking.

The Big Piece

The Last Needed Thing

All of life is but a series of connections
That are made much at random. I can’t on my own
Find the one that will take me to the very end
Of my life’s journey. This moment doesn’t depend
On my making things happen. I’m never alone.
I consider myself of the fortunate ones.

I want to keep my receptors as receptive
As is possible. In this way I co-create
With others instead of any confrontation.
I don’t need to do anything because It’s Done.
All I need be is thankful for what’s on my plate.
There is no doubt about the way that I must live.

It can be that vibrational experience
That I’m having with others in this here and now.
Sometimes I’ll have an exchange with someone who will
In a way unbeknownst to them greatly fulfill
The thing I had been seeking. I need but allow
Each new moment to be filled with thrilling suspense.

I don’t need to identify all the pieces
Where each came from and how each fits into the whole.
All that is done already. My work is for now
To enhance receptivity. I am taught how
By my innermost being – the heart of my soul.
In each moment is where momentum increases.

The Most Important Story

The Greatest Tale To Be Told

Once there was an old man who did not feel worthy
Of the slightest of good luck or the smallest chance
Of a blessing because of a mountain of guilt.
Psychological walls over time had been built.
Those whom I’ve harmed should know that I’m not in a trance
But my excuse is absolute insanity.

I’m in pain. The body hurts. I’m coming of age
Where I see things more clearly than ever before.
I find myself pre-living a full life review.
How can my thoughts be positive? What can I do
To feel better? Is there something I can explore
That will help me to not be a fool upon stage?

A complete separation from the emotion
Of the pain is accomplished through conscious intent.
I can manifest general feelings of hope.
If I get to remain here I’m willing to cope
With the mess that I’ve made and to somehow repent
For a life that was mostly spent in delusion.

In the face of what is unwanted I can still
Feel the goodness life offers, and I might as well.
Punishing myself for what I’ve done can’t be done.
Once I have wrapped my heart around this I’ve begun
To climb out of my peculiar version of hell.
Making this story right shall relieve me of ill.

Follow These Steps

The Pathway To Freedom

Can I make the time shorter? If so, tell me how.
Manifestation is a game for many folk.
They’ve become absolute masters of creation
Being able to reach the state of elation.
The steps to my salvation are never a joke.
I can focus on them rather clearly by now.

I can feel the emotion of how it would be
If my dream were already true. Quite satisfied
With wellbeing and rightness, I would feel content
Yet excited about each upcoming event.
Anything that I ask for cannot be denied.
I now know what it is like to be truly free.

I’ll stay there for a moment. The satisfaction
That I feel is of steady balance and control.
I can milk that perfection of feeling without
The thing having happened. I can harbor no doubt
That without the condition I still can be whole.
I like getting there through the laws of attraction.

Having gotten there is quite an accomplishment.
It feels good to be sure and secure in knowing
That without having what I want I can feel fine
And if I keep on doing it then by design
Forces of the universe will conspire to bring
The condition I’m after through conscious intent.

Work With Raven

A Connection To Spirit

The collective unconscious – the mind’s reservoir
Of creative impulses – connects one with all
That is possible for us to experience.
Consciousness as interpreted has to make sense
To the psyche. The images that we recall
Tell an intimate story of why we explore.

Spirit guides, we all have them to help us along
The path we have made ready through our intention.
From the animal kingdom some spirit guides are
And in terms of mythology it’s not bizarre
That belief in the story strengthens retention.
Within context there is nothing that can go wrong.

If the Raven is your animal spirit guide
You’ve the bearer of magic and the messenger
From the great void from where all things originate
By your side. You’ve the ability to create
Positive opportunities as if you were
With the forces of nature totally allied.

For some, reading this is quite the pain in the ass
But bear with me a while more and hear the heartbeat
Of the rhythm intended. Let it all sink in.
I do not seem to care if patience is worn thin.
I care much about making this last verse complete
Now that I have gone way past the critical mass.

Healthy Start

The Beginning Of A Great Day

Morning is the most important part of the day.
Once you’ve tackled the morning you’ve a better chance
Of dealing with the afternoon and the evening.
So begin your good day of great health by drinking
A few glasses of water. While in your sleep trance
You had not been hydrated. You can’t stay that way.

Seventy percent of the body is water.
It’s essential to keep batches tucked well away
In the muscles and tissues for proper function.
Again, while you were sleeping the body had none.
Add some lemon juice to it to wake up your day
But do all that you’re doing just as you prefer.

You must get yourself moving when you first awake.
It will lubricate your joints. It will mobilize
And warm up all your muscles. It will improve mood.
Doing something aerobic and eating good food
At the start of the day will win you the day’s prize.
These are common and simple things done for your sake.

Oats with water or milk and plenty of berries
Provides most of the nutrients the body needs.
It’s a good source of non-animal based protein
Which is better for keeping the intestines clean.
One who starts out the new day in this way succeeds
In the fine art of living the fun life ease.

The Meditative State

The Peace Of Total Alignment

Should I meditate more often than I do now?
My business I have time for but also for me.
If I’m not happy all the time I must conclude
That I must meditate more to heighten my mood.
I can be much more consistent if I need be
In knowing what I’m doing – also knowing how.

I’m not trying to receive a message before
I am ready. I just want to quiet the mind
Of its clutter filled chatter and engineering.
My intent is my letting go and allowing
My vibration to rise until I am aligned
With my innermost being who can but adore.

Meditation is the way that I can let my
Innermost being teach me about alignment.
It is always there. When I am not, it’s okay.
Reconnecting is easy enough. I can’t stay
In that state forever, but I can find content
In how my life unfolds, and I need not know why.

Letting go of thought is my only intention.
In the absence of resistance I can allow
My vibration to raise. Resonance will happen
With my innermost being. Enlightenment then
Is the logical outcome. I need not know how
The whole process works. My life cannot be undone.

Let The Universe Work Things Out

Contentment Through The Cosmos

When desire is strong then solutions are ready.
There’s no possible way things are not working out
For me always. How much momentum is moving
Toward things that I want, and how much do I bring
To the things that I don’t want? It is all about
The choice made by me to be enlightened and free.

When things work out for me others don’t understand
And then call me selfish, greedy, or unworthy.
I expect things to go well, and they will comply.
If others are offended then they ought to try
Focusing on their own stuff and let others be.
Expectation is how wonderful things are planned.

Sometimes I’ll slip right out of the receiving mode
And find myself assuming something has gone wrong
Because I’ve made things harder than they need to be.
I can trust that when I’m thinking positively
Then the universe will want to follow along
And provide an appropriate cool episode.

Who can block my path? It turns out only I can
By the way that I’m thinking. I need not focus
On the thing that I’m wanting in order to be
In the receiving mode. I get there easily
Through my conscious intent which is always a plus.
Letting the blessings flow is my only game plan.

Why It’s Not Coming Faster

Relax And Allow

How do I get the money out of the vortex
And into the bank where it can be of some use?
How do I meet the soul mated love of my dreams
In her absence? I don’t understand why it seems
That I’m stuck because I’m not able to produce
What I want. The issue is mundane and complex.

I have to not need to have it right before me
So that I can see, hear, taste, smell, touch, and behold
It in its actuality. I must accept
The vibrational version which is always kept
In spiritual escrow. How good things unfold
Is by tuning my vibration accordingly.

If it hasn’t come yet it means only one thing.
I am not a vibrational match to what I
Want so strongly. I must find a way to relax
There is nothing to gain through my frivolous acts.
With the laws of the universe I must comply.
I may not understand now what good it may bring.

By nature I am one who turns thoughts into things
By being in the receptive mode. I can’t be
In a bad space where I cannot pick up the clues
That the universe constantly sends. That’s good news.
I don’t have to blame others for what’s up with me.
My vision is the clearest of understandings.

Feel Better Instantly

Joyful Innocence

We adults have our aliments, especially pain
That comes on rather suddenly causing distress.
We also have discomforts in the gut and chest.
Competition is fierce to provide what is best
To address our conditions as we acquiesce
To the real life of rigors and of constant strain.

There is not an emotion associated
With a feeling of stuckness within the body.
It’s just sluggish and present. It comes and it goes.
It is good that children do not suffer the woes
Of the unevolved adult who happens to be
The student in this instance. Much more can be said.

But this poem is finite in length. We can find
Relief from pain and discomfort most easily
By relaxing into it letting the mind drift
While thinking only thoughts that will soothe and uplift.
One can then ask the question, “Is this good for me?”
Coaxing oneself in this way is much more than kind.

Reaching for feelings of relief are we always…
From fear, hatred, revenge, anger, worry, and doubt…
And a half a mile other ways of resistance.
It’s good to be happy in any circumstance.
Being free like a child is what it’s all about.
Their example is certainly worthy of praise.

Manifest Big!

Keep Focused On The Ecstasy

The questions I come up with are about beliefs.
Knowing exactly what they are, I’m confident
That I can tweak them whichever way I know how
And maintain momentum long enough to allow
Things to happen in tune with my conscious intent
Which is something I can’t keep concealed by my briefs.

A thought that I keep thinking over and again
Then becomes like a magnet. I’ll see evidence
Of its raw truth manifesting all around me.
There are good and bad thoughts though. Which ones will it be?
I’d be screwed if this all didn’t make any sense.
It would mean that I’m stark raving mad among men.

Offering of vibration is automatic.
I can’t switch off my wanting once it has begun.
It will match what shows up in my life exactly.
My belief is made stronger, as it will agree
With what is manifested. I’m the only one
Who can choose to live a life that is fantastic.

It does not matter what I believe in really.
Any emotion produces a vibration.
Belief and non-belief cancel each other out.
What could best wipe away any lingering doubt?
One’s own experience is the prime solution
To the resistance offered by reality.

Doors Will Open

Change Is Meant To Come

I am in a profession where I daily treat
People with hypertension and anxiety.
But that’s not what I want to do. I feel I’m stuck.
There is nothing about it that leaves me awestruck.
The universe must know that I’d rather be
Doing what I want so that my life is complete.

I must not beat up on myself. That is useless.
Must I learn that I need to meet people halfway?
The people that I work with are set in their ways.
Their path of least resist matches their mores.
It is just what it is now. Perhaps I could stay
Since there are no immediate signs of distress.

I know that my inner being knows where I am
In relationship to everything that I want.
It knows the path of least resistance to get there.
I’m fulfilled in my service. Indeed I do care
About people in general, and I can’t flaunt
My extravagant ego lest myself I damn.

It does not matter what I’m doing. It only
Matters how I am feeling when I’m doing it.
I can’t get to where I want to go by trying
To escape where I am. Only pain that will bring.
Change is in the big picture, but I must permit
Here and now to invigorate and excite me.

Your Only Work

Be Happy!

What you want can be found wherever you may be.
As you look where you are for it you will begin
To find it in other places. Your potential
For finding it is increased. It’s most essential
While at work not to let your vibration wear thin.
Any downtime use to line up your energy.

What you do for a living is dull and mundane
To your physical senses that are part of you.
Unhappy with the bondage you must find a way
To work on your vibration all throughout the day.
You can find happiness in the work that you do
Through your innermost being. There is much to gain.

The vibrational journey is emotional.
Take that one first before acting on anything.
The path will keep unfolding while you attend to
Your acquired income maker. You can remain true
To your positive dream. Your alignment will bring
You results that you will see as sensational.

Visualizations and dreaming that you do
Are your primary focus. Your leverage lies
In the positive aspects found while on the way
To the dream of a lifetime. You just have to stay
At the top of your main game. You will realize
That the universe totally agrees with you.

You Are Special

No One Else Should Compare

I so want to be special. It’s my biggest dream…
To have everyone point to me and know that I
Am unique and outstanding. It’s an addiction
That I have. But is it something that I should shun?
Such a mindset disturbs me, and I wonder why.
Does it have something to do with my self-esteem?

When I socialize, instead of my enjoying
The experience, I want popularity.
I must be the most likeable one in the crowd.
I like hearing people saying my name out loud.
I’m ecstatic when people find favor with me.
I feel more alive when embraced by that feeling.

How do I let go of the temptation to be
Better than everyone else wherever I am?
What is at the heart of all this? Relationship
With my innermost being. I keep a firm grip
On my soul. It’s not for others to give a damn
How much of my most inner self agrees with me.

I’ll let myself feel what is best. I can adjust
And fine tune this a little. I’m not wrongheaded.
It’s not something that I must ‘get over,’ indeed
When I am feeling special my spirit is freed.
I am ever delighted in what’s just ahead.
There’s no one more than myself who I need to trust.

Counter Oath

Propensity For Disruption

Just how much do you hate me? The evidence shows
That you most vehemently detest persons who
Are not white. Goodness! That surely does include me.
Should I contemplate the reason this has to be?
Suicides of police officers is a clue
That you hate me grotesquely. Why? God only knows.

Members of the fine boys’ clubs – the proud and oath kept –
Are like trailer park weeds clustered throughout this land.
Mow them down and they rise again with a vengeance.
Since childhood I have been trying to make some sense
Of the blustering hatred. I don’t understand
How it is such an attribute of the inept.

Don’t tell me what your oath is lest I defecate
On your words as you speak them. They are in theory
A portrait of the recent past. What can I do?
There is no form of justice that can defy you.
I am needlessly cautious. That’s no way to be.
What I could do is learn how to infuriate.

Freedom to hate is granted. It’s part of free will.
Nothing I feel or say can make a difference.
The heart that wants to be rotten down to the core
Needs someone besides itself that it can hate more
Which means that I must be conscious of self-defense.
Dangerous is the one who is anxious to kill.

So Now…

Final Recollections

Do I care about people? Do I have a heart?
Life has thrown me into a conundrum of doubt.
I write words to express, but they’ve all come and gone.
I have only my memories to reflect on.
All my life I’d been hoping to figure things out.
Now I know that I’ve been insane right from the start.

The phone vibrates. I tremble. I can’t get used to
Random contact by randomness of entities
That see me as a prospect for making a sale.
I respond but by now I’m as slow as a snail.
I arrive quite unsatisfied and on my knees
To repent for the things I continue to do.

There’s a leak in the toilet. It’s a reminder
Of my slow steady wasting of infinite grace.
Things could have been a lot different if I had
Been with my own a righteous family comrade.
All the sins I have committed now I must face.
I’m surprised that a random soul would call me ‘sir.’

Once the life force within me was ever so bright.
Unbelievably sturdy and fast on my feet,
I had time to waste… and I did, to my regret.
Is it true that I have not a single asset
Spiritual in nature or even concrete?
Can I find anything in this world I’ve done right?

What Is Done Already

Don't Overdo It

When I say that it’s possible what I’m saying
Is that I know it could be but it isn’t so.
I have some trouble taking the stance that It’s Done.
What that means I must understand or I’ll have none
Of the peace that I’m after. How far will I go
To learn all about me and the role I’m playing?

But if it feels lost or incomplete it will change
My preferred expectation. I have already
Done the work necessary. I need but allow
What is done to be done, but my question is how
Do I let go of temptation and only see
What Is Already Done without being too strange.

If I say I want to attract something it means
That I don’t have it yet. Focus on its absence
Is the major vibration I’ve got going on.
If I know that It’s Done then all my doubts are gone
By the wayside completely. Relief is immense.
It is one of the best spiritual vaccines.

What does Done mean? There’s a different attitude
Than when something is not done. I give up control
Of what isn’t my business. Divine forces will
Attend to all the details and kindly fulfill
Any dream that I may have. I like feeling whole.
There is nothing more I need do I must conclude.

Things Will Fall Into Place

Let Divine Forces Do Their Work

You alone get to create your reality.
If it has the wherewithal to stir within you
A desire then it does have the ability
To deliver it so that your own eyes can see
That the Law of Attraction is probably true.
In a state of alignment may you always be.

Be more high minded in your thoughts. Don’t gravitate
To the lower vibrations that come with your day.
Feeling good can compare to keeping a budget.
If desires and beliefs balance there is no debt
To your overall feeling, and if you can stay
Well ahead of your wanting you’ll be doing great.

You cannot stop your wanting. Once life has caused you
To find passion for something you cannot go back.
So don’t try not to want it if it causes stress
Thinking more about why you want it and much less
About how it will happen puts you right on track.
Keeping up your vibration is all you need do.

There is no regression. There’s only expansion.
You can only move forward. Go with what you know
Increases the momentum of who you become.
Things Will Fall Into Place from where all things come from.
Take advantage of your full access to the flow
Of blessings from the universe, and have more fun.

No Matter What

Keep Good Feelings Alive

Kids are experts on happiness. Ask any one
What it means to feel wonderful. They will tell you
Eagerly what it is that excites and delights.
They have no difficulty with keeping their sights
On the path least resistive with fun things to do.
If we listened more to them we might learn a ton.

Happiness matters hugely to the one who cares
Quite a lot about living completely freely.
No Matter What is going on wherever they
Happen to be by nature they’re guided to play.
They never need to fake it. The glow that you see
Is for real and it is intrinsically theirs.

They do not have split energy like most adults
Who have gotten too used to the earth’s gravity.
The need to be uplifted among us is high.
It would be wonderful if people wondered why
It is that children most often seem completely
Immune to life’s most grave and demeaning insults.

The moment we get crossways of replenishment
Of life energy flowing through us we become
Disenchanted and languid regarding our dreams
But the heart that is pure and open and that beams
Is the place where good and wholesome living starts from.
The world is open to us when we are content.

Focus Only On This

Forget Everything Else

Public hearings are underway. Riveted are
The world’s eyes on the goings on. Things in Ukraine
Are the same as expected. Mass shootings were nil
For the past week or so. The raw instinct to kill
Was felt only – not witnessed. The proudly insane
Have upon the nation left a terrible scar.

Justice is entertainment. It makes absolute
Sense that we pay attention to what’s happening
Because of its importance in reality
But to stay focused there makes it harder to see
Signs of hope or improvement. What’s interesting
Is that reality is a fatal pursuit.

Our control of the weather is yet within reach
In the far distant future, but even right now
Among those in alignment with all they’ve become.
What goes on it the real world we can escape from
Long enough so that when needed we can allow
Spiritual insights from those who want to teach.

Focus only on controlling your vibration
Which is how you feel at any given moment.
Doing so, you have power to create what you
Want in perfect detail, knowing that it is true
That you can achieve that state of pure alignment.
Most of your work in this sense is already done.

Train Your Expectation

Life Is Wonderful

Will my big chunk of wonderfulness come to be?
My heart says that it’s on its way. No doubt have I
That I will be fulfilled. I need only believe
That I am worthy of what I want to receive.
Knowing that it will manifest, I need not try
To make anything happen. My spirit is free.

I have tricked my brain into accepting that my
Dream has come true already. I tell quite a lot
Of stories most heartwarming to myself, and I
Train my expectation so that it will comply
With the wonderful feeling. Nothing more is sought
And the universe shows me that it isn’t shy.

When I want something different than what I’ve got,
It is clear that I must move my expectation
To something that is different. Logically
To withdraw my attention from reality
I can do and also show appreciation
For a life that is more satisfying than not.

I can feel it in my heart. My dream will come true.
I have conjured the feeling from deep inside me.
Finding the right vibration is a feeling thing
And if I can maintain that it surely will bring
Things beyond expectation and most rapidly.
Flowing with the good feeling is all that I do.

It’s Finished! Now Chill!

Leave Alone What Is Done

That fine piece of walnut has been coated with stain
Just the way that you wanted it. Now let it be.
You can polish it later and give it a buff.
One would think that by now you would know all this stuff
But sometimes you forget alignment completely.
That’s okay. There’s no super status to attain.

People think that if they have their sights on something
They must think of it all the time and reel it in
Like a fish. That’s not how it is. Your work is done
Once you set your intention, so go have some fun.
As you do, circumstances in life will begin
To get brighter. It really is astonishing.

Your main job is to chill. You need not figure out
What the path is. It’s already been shown to you.
You can be receptive to the information
That your path reveals to you. You have become one
With the process evolving. Your work amounts to
Keeping up your vibration and banishing doubt.

Things begin manifesting in your life because
Finally you’re experiencing your power
Of alignment and leverage. Now celebrate
All that you know will happen. True blessings await
The contented one. The universe will shower
Them upon those who understand its basic laws.

Your Top Priority

Stay Happy!

If you saw someone in the street bleeding you would
Try to help them in some way with no second thought
But if someone were acting out negatively
You would scold them back into some conformity
Of accepted behavior. If it need be taught
Be it done so that good acting is understood.

We do this to others and to ourselves as well.
Scolding oneself into a better vibration
Is something we do too often, and we need not
Because it builds resistance. The lesson thus taught
Is not one that contains a healthy solution.
By how it feels in your gut it’s easy to tell.

Know that you can soothe yourself into alignment
By pointing out to yourself how well you’re doing
And how well things are going. Appreciation
For the positive pieces and having more fun
Gets you there and without constantly worrying.
You can in a short time reach that state of content.

The universe will give you back what you vibrate
Whether it’s good or bad. The Law does not discern.
An uplifted heart, a new idea, a smile,
A comment, or a phone call… All these are worthwhile
Things to notice in your life. Be willing to learn
What it is that will hold you in that wholesome state.

That Was Then…

The Past Is Of No Use

Once my manifestations always seemed to go
Somewhere else and my life was an absolute mess
Of revenge and frustration. I know well by now
How to shift my mood consciously and to allow
Natural goodness to which I have full access.
Did I need pain and sorrow in order to grow?

Maintaining my vibration is certainly key
To my forward momentum. I cannot afford
The wasting of my life force on feeling depressed.
It’s my decision only if I am obsessed
With the negative aspects which should be ignored.
I must entertain only thoughts that will please me.

The work is finding the path of least resistance.
Practicing feeling good until I have allowed
Wonderful things to happen, it’s easy for me
To feel appreciation. I am completely
In relationship with life, and I am endowed
With a spirit that masters any circumstance.

I need not defend or justify to others
Who’ve decided that I don’t deserve happiness.
It erodes my vibration. That was in the past.
Day by day I am learning to live the contrast
Provided for my growing. I suffer much less
And I’m more willing to do what my heart prefers.

Where I Am Is Just Fine

At Peace With NOW

Is there a simple way…? Care about how I feel
Enough that I’m willing to find thoughts that feel good.
That’s the simplest way through any situation.
Lighten up in my efforting and have more fun.
Life is much more appealing when it’s understood
That the path can be pleasant as well as for real.

Goals, solutions, and answers I need not look for.
My path is one of pleasure if I so decide.
Never ending it is with questions and answers.
Consciousness is one of the best mood enhancers.
It is my happiness that I’ll use as my guide.
On my way through life much of it I can explore.

Heartfelt appreciation I feel for the chance
To choose the right direction according to how
I am feeling about each moment of my day.
I’m doing what I need to do in the right way.
Where I am can get much better as I allow
Gratefulness to enter into my circumstance.

As I start feeling good about where I am now
Life responds by revealing to me its bounty.
A vibrational adjustment is what it takes.
Conditions will conform and look like lucky breaks.
All depends on my vibrational frequency
And how much of the blessings I choose to allow.

Feel As If It Is

The Heck With Reality!

Faking it ‘til you make it is faking your way
Through your life. Unending currents of resistance
Complicate your achievements because pretending
Puts a make believe accent on what you’re sending
To the answering universe. Only by chance
Will your character and you be one with the play.

You can act as if something is yet not believe
That it is. It is best to find the emotion
Of what you want to happen and amplify that.
Upon getting that going you will not fall flat
On your mission. Do know that you’re the only one
Who can feel your way into the mode to receive.

Find the vibration that is within the desire.
Why do you want it? What’s the feeling that you get
When you focus upon it with all your intent?
Feel As If It Is and that you are truly meant
To receive what it is without trouble or sweat.
Know that the universe is not a denier.

To feel better is the reason people want things.
Going for pure emotion will bring them to you
Yet you need not the manifestation to be
Absolutely and totally necessary
For the way that you are feeling. This you can do
Simply for the sublime freedom and peace it brings.

Listen To The Call Of Source

The Message From Everywhere

Forces that create worlds come from one single source
Which is also inside you. It is all knowing.
Just beyond your awareness impulses received
Are those of constant guidance. Once you have achieved
Consciousness of your contact you won’t be owing
Anything to a thought stream that you can’t endorse.

Listen To The Call Of Source? But how does it sound?
It depends on where you are in aspect to it.
If appreciation is what you mostly feel
You’ll get shivers and goosebumps. You will not conceal
Your enormous excitement, but if there’s a bit
Of despair then revenge is all that may be found.

Only you know where you vibrate on the spectrum
Of emotion. Revenge may offer some relief
From bitter rage and anger. You can reach that place
Where you are most receptive to your source’s grace.
Do not let your analyzing become the thief
Of the life you deserve. That would be kind of dumb.

Get to that place where you are more hopeful than not.
It’s not hard. With some practice you’re on your way there.
Steady streams will be flowing of blessings and more.
Talk about things that feel good. The more you explore
What it is that excites you you’ll be more aware
Of that special connection that matters a lot.

Focus On The Why

The Most Powerful Question

Things should sometimes go my way. I feel left behind
By forces of creation. I want there to be
Evidence here and now that wanting is alright.
I know that it will never be if I’m uptight
As an unwanted consequence. What fulfills me
Is when things manifest. That is my frame of mind.

I run into frustration when I think of where
It will come from or how or when things will take place.
These are questions I can’t answer, so it is wise
To desist with such thinking that will compromise
My sense of worthiness of universal grace.
I know that it is not good if I linger there.

My thoughts are too specific regarding this thing.
What’s the vibrational underlying reason
Why I want what I want? It’s because I will feel
Good in having it. Such a feeling is ideal.
I’d love to radiate goodness to everyone.
Thoughts like these I find healthy and stimulating.

It is good that I think about it otherwise.
Others seem to be happy in doing the same.
I know that it will come. I am the creator
Of my reality. Whatever I ask for
Will happen. It is my power that I proclaim.
It is good that I keep focusing on the prize.

Manifest

Universal Personal Magic

You must meet the vibration. You can’t be above
Or below it. In order to draw things to you
You can’t want them so much that you fear they won’t come.
Every act of good fortune comes directly from
Having met the vibration. The thing you must do
Is believe yourself worthy of infinite love.

Your thoughts create your life, so whatever you do
Make sure your thoughts are positive affirmations.
Otherwise you will be stuck in the same old grind.
Carefully worded phrases by you are designed
To uplift and propel you. Among the best ones
Are those specifically created by you.

Fall in love with the universe because it’s true
That it loves you most passionately from the start.
It wants you to succeed in all that you try out.
All that stands in the way is your confounding doubt
That things can work out for you. You’ve drifted apart
From the self that is an integral part of you.

You are good on your own. Do love yourself dearly
And the world that shows up for you will blow your mind.
You decide how you want things and they shall occur.
By now, you are not considered an amateur.
You can manifest anything when you’re aligned
With forces that create worlds and quite easily.

Let Go Of The Past

'Happy Days' Sour With Time

The purest part of you never looks at the past
So when you do you’re going to feel resistance.
And your inner being will never forgive you
Because you cannot ever give it reason to.
Your strong need for forgiveness leaves you with no chance
Of ever feeling a wholesomeness that will last.

What you did was atrocious. You know that too well.
Not a day passes by where you don’t feel remorse
For what cannot be undone. The best part of you
Will not sanction your guilt even though it is true
That it’s hard to feel worthy. Do know that your source
Of direction can mitigate some of this hell.

There are two points of view that you can select from.
One involves inspiration which comes from within.
Motivation is the other. It’s trying to
Force your hijacked awareness to something that you
Would prefer. Only you can forgive your grave sin.
Only then are you able to recover some.

Forgiveness is your turning your attention to
Something that allows energy from the divine
To flow to you and through you. Keep looking ahead
Even though there are people who would wish you dead.
You’re not a despicable creature by design.
Dare to be forward looking in all that you do.

How To Ask

Anatomy of Prayer

Asking moments happen while amid the contrast
That life offers whether or not I focus on
What I like or what I despise passionately.
If it came down to logic then I’d always be
Feeling good about asking. Energy is drawn
From attention to my dream. I remain steadfast.

Positive expectation of what I ask for
Is expected by forces that will bring about
What I want. As I want, the universe expands,
And I must become the person who understands
The nature of my asking. I need to chill out
And find other means of pleasure I can explore.

Tugs of war that I’m feeling in that place inside
Where all feeling is dealt with are sure enough signs
That I’m not in the right mood to do my asking.
To expand and not go there is devastating.
The slightest bit of doubt usually confines
One to where what is asked for is simply denied.

When I am fascinated and feeling passion
In the things that I’m doing, I know I’m on track
To be receptive to impulses and insights
From the broader perspective. My spirit delights
In the confirmations that I keep getting back.
I feel that my fine work here will never be done.

What Gets In Your Way

The Trash In The Travel

If this reality can create within you
A desire then it does have the wherewithal to
Bring to you the full-fledged manifested version
Of your wish. All you have to do is have more fun
While you’re getting to that somewhere dearest to you.
All the power you have is in your point of view.

Desire and strong belief are both necessary
And an absolute knowing that it will occur
But what gets in the way is too much awareness
Of the place where you are. You should look at that less
And keep your focus on the things that you prefer.
In this way you can keep yourself centered and free.

That’s the rub about living. Your destination
Is a near perfect vision compared to the place
Where you are now while knowing it will get you to
The place that you are going. What you need to do
Is suspend you attention. The more you embrace
Something that is unwanted no peace has begun.

Find the heart of what you want and why you want it.
You must make it a mood building experience.
When you feel the emotion rather than the thought
It is less than likely that you’ll get yourself caught
In the negative whirlpools of psychic suspense.
For the better your world will change as you permit.

Just Relax

Don't Hurry Life

You could not be more worthy but you could be more
Aware and more allowing of your worthiness.
Your approach could be softer. Accept that the laws
Of the universe are powerful and the cause
Of all things that occur here. You have full access
To your treasure. There is some excitement in store.

The way that you show yourself that all this is true
Is by focusing on things that do not hold much
Resistance to begin with and then watching how
Universal forces will respond and allow
rendezvous with occasions that will produce such
In a fashion convincing enough to sell you.

Your ability to be receptive to things
That matter to you dearly can surely increase.
As you start focusing in less resistant ways
Wonderful things will happen to you within days.
It is time to relax. Give your wanting some peace.
Contentment in the journey is what your calm brings.

The precision and the uniqueness of who you
Are is represented in this co-creative
Arena of existence. Amid the contrast
Your advantage is huge. Your intention is vast.
You know best with a clear mind just how you should live.
Every moment of being is blessed and new.

An Adjustment Of Focus

Attention To What Matters

Were I ready to live a new life of splendor
I’d be living it rather than writing about
How my sorry assed life compares to most others.
Fortunate is that my true self never concurs.
It is only the human confounded in doubt
Who’s always ready to give itself a low score.

How can I stop my doing that thing that I do
Which involves looking at where things cannot be found?
Could I practice on things that are somewhat easy
Like knowing that I’m worthy although I may be
An oblique mechanism of clockwork unwound?
I know that I’m someone who is not without clue.

Reaching for satisfying thoughts gets easier.
With attention diverted from the nagging thing,
I am free to explore others not related.
As long as it feels better I’ll go right ahead
With the things that I’m thinking. I know this will bring
Blessings to me, the treasured experiencer.

There’s no price that I must pay. I am deserving
By virtue of my being. This I must believe
Yet not call it survival. I feel not a threat.
Maybe life hasn’t gotten the best of me yet.
I’ll strive to always be in the mode to receive
What is best from the universe. It’s my calling.

Alone

Biography of Being

Ever since my childhood I’ve been too much unlike
Other people. I’ve never perceived things the way
They are seen by most others. I do not complain.
For the first time in my life I know I’m insane
But there still is an enormous price I must pay
For the harm that I cause while my mind is on strike.

I cannot get excited about the same things
That would turn on most anyone else without fail.
I’m not sad for the same reasons that others are.
I’ve not felt the same happiness. It’s very far
From that felt by most others in oddest detail.
A victim I have been through my false beginnings.

Everything that I loved I loved all quite alone.
Back when I was a little one loved and cared for
I uncovered for better or worse mysteries
Of existence that nary another one sees.
I know that I am here to experience more
Than the average seeker. My strange life has shown.

From the natural places this earth shows to me
Come the questions and answers that are of essence
To the best of my knowing that all is okay.
This world I am a part of. The part that I play
May seem small but in essence it’s rather immense.
All that I must do now is be happy to be.

You Are Worthy

Deserving Of All That Is Good

Do not think for a moment that you are not worth
Everything to the universe that put you here.
You knew that before coming. You knew that you would
Take advantage of all that is wholesome and good.
You are unstoppable when your motives are clear.
You planned for this adventure long before your birth.

You knew that there’d be contrast to help you decide
How things could be much better. You knew very well
That some things would upset you. You are adding to
All that is in a powerful way. It is true
That in utter contentment your spirit must dwell.
That you are here should give you a deep sense of pride.

Because the satisfaction factor is immense
Is the reason you signed up for this earth duty.
You should be feeling good now while co-creating
With forces of the universe. There is nothing
To prevent you from being who you’re meant to be.
You have access to infinite intelligence.

Sifting, deciding, aligning, realizing,
And rejoicing is the work you came here to do.
Positive expectation that things will work out
Is a tool most effective. There is not a doubt
That blessings from the universe are meant for you.
Be embraced by the huge power of this knowing.

Decide To Feel Good

Happiness Is Your Choice

Often for most people the manifestation
That is not perfect does keep them from creating
One that is perfect. Our choices are limited.
We can suffer a whole lot or feel good instead.
The beginning of the improvement is the thing
Any contrast offers indeed to anyone.

Choosing thoughts that feel better or those that feel worse
Is done at subtle levels of our consciousness.
Let the choice be emotional – of energy.
How do I want to feel in the plexus of me
That is solar in function? Am I more or less
In control of how I feel in this universe?

I can be as happy or as miserable
As I want to be at any given moment.
Consciously I forget that and make wrong choices.
Then I’m haunted internally. Psychic voices
Of perhaps lower selves do their best to prevent
Me from keeping my focus both sharp and stable.

Must I pay in order to receive loving grace
From wherever it comes any time and always?
Love and appreciation are legal tender.
Positive expectation on what I prefer
Is a good form of payment. And infinite praise
I offer to the universe. All I embrace.

That Quiet Place

The Sanctum Within

I’ve got to be alright with what I have going
On with me because it is vibrationally
What I’ve got going on, and it is what it is.
I can’t buck my own current, and I’m not a whiz
At what I should be doing to keep myself free
Of dangerous presences that stunt my growing.

Beating up on my damned self is not an option
As the Law Of Attraction will continue to
Keep me focused on the mess I’ve got going on.
All I can do with it is to wish it were gone
But among a handful of some things I can do
Is a thing that most people call meditation.

It’s a powerful tool that infuses my mix
Of vibration a little more each coming day
With who I really am and with all that I know.
It waters my resistance down and it will slow
Negative momentum in a natural way
Without pills or procedures or subconscious tricks.

The more clear and less cluttered I am the more I
Am aligned with my true self. More love and less hate
Will become automatic but gradually.
I was placed on this green earth so that I can be
Maintaining my connection as I co-create
In a world made of wonder with no wonder why.