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Get Out Of Your Way

As the momentum of life increases you might
Not be up to speed with it but you have control
Of the contrast. When you get out of your own way
In the morning then you’ll have a wonderful day
Happily co-creating and feeling quite whole.
Everything will go smoothly and turn out alright.

You can meditate, daydream, and appreciate
To put yourself in the perfect mode to receive
The wellbeing that’s dominant. When you decide
To feel good then to you nothing will be denied.
Feeling good isn’t a state that’s hard to achieve.
You decide what kind of life you want to create.

If you’ve got some big issue that’s causing you to
Not remember the wellbeing that everyone
Has access to then you need to give it a rest.
The universe is doing its absolute best
To work with you. There’s nothing you need to get done
But to hook up with the most evolved part of you.

Do you feel blessed enough to let yourself feel good?
You can trust in the worthiness of your being
And that things are always working out for you. Trust
In the process. When you do then everything must
Cater to you. It means you’re finally seeing.
The big picture. Wellbeing is well understood.

The Art Of Feeling Better

Nov21

Take the time to refresh yourself. Find something that
You’re not faking or trying about. Find something
That just feels good and focus on it for a while.
Let it resonate in you until there’s a smile
In your heart. Let the provident universe bring
More blessings than you ever could shake a stick at.

What’s so difficult about thinking about things
That feel good? Is it too much of a price to pay
For wellbeing? You’ve been taught that it takes effort
To succeed but the evidence doesn’t support
Such a notion. There are those who have their own way
Without hard work or struggle. Their wellbeing rings.

You cannot talk about things that you don’t want and
Move toward things that you do want. Talk about why
Certain things are appealing. Go on a rampage
All about your receiving them. This stets the stage
For the manifestations to happen. Don’t try
To make it come together. One cannot demand.

You control your life experience by the way
That you choose thoughts that feel good. You need not compare
Yourself to others. Ask and it’s given to you
And the only thing in the world you need to do
Is relax and feel better. This is taking care
Of yourself. In alignment you’re likely to stay.

Get Out Of The Way

Nov17

The vibration of my Source Energy is high
All the time but my own vibration may not be.
If I let go of what I am worried about
My vibration rises so I know beyond doubt
That I master the contrast and it’s up to me
To stay focused on what my heart cannot deny.

Sometimes I’m like a dog on a bone trying to
Fix some problem. That’s how I introduce contrast
Into the picture. I may want something but I
Really don’t think I’ll get it. It’s the reason why
I don’t get it, however I remain steadfast
In becoming aware of the things I must do.

My beliefs need updating. A belief is just
A thought I keep on thinking incessantly so
How do I get around it? I could meditate,
Or daydream, or find something to appreciate.
Many ways I can find to get good thoughts to flow.
In the process of turning thoughts to things I trust.

Next of all I need to get out of my own way
And to let myself feel good no matter what the
Circumstances are. I know wellbeing abounds
And throughout all of existence blessing resounds.
I believe in my heart that I’m more than worthy
Of the blessing. I know that everything’s okay.

Move From Doubt Into Trust

Nov16

I’ve been meditating quite a lot and I’ve been
Getting specific signs about things I desire
But I find myself not trusting what I receive.
My own habits of thought cause me to disbelieve
In impulses. Is it possible to acquire
The trust that I once had and want to have again?

I’ve been told to keep going then after a while
Disbelief will be rid of. It will not return.
Faith and trust in the process is indicated.
With my doubt I must not be infatuated.
How I feel right now should be my only concern.
Perhaps this will put some clarity in my style.

What I want to occur doesn’t need to occur
For me to be satisfied. Manifestation
Is the result of being receptive to the
Source of infinite world creating energy.
Although it hasn’t happened my fine creation
Is authentic which is as I would most prefer.

When I get an impulse or when I see a sign
That I’m lined up with what I want and it feels good
Then I cannot mistrust it. My satisfaction
Is the prime indicator of what I have done
To remain in alignment. It’s well understood
That everything in my life will work out just fine.

There’s More Than One Prize

Oct12

If you have your eyes on a particular prize
Nothing else makes a difference especially
When you feel competition. If you want something
So badly that it hurts then what you’re offering
To the universe is something that’s completely
Out of sync with the thing you want to realize.

There is not only one prize so don’t get attached
To the one thing you’re focused on. Be thankful for
Your desire. Let it blossom into a rampage
And let the infinite universe set the stage
For receiving what you want and a whole lot more.
It will be such that the surface hasn’t been scratched.

“You appeal to me in all of theses ways and I
Am going to draw the essence of you to me.
Thank you for being here for me to observe you
And for being the focal point of my brand new
Version of you.” If you pray this most sincerely
You’ll attract just that without your needing to try.

Keep yourself in a state of relief. Think as much
About what you want as long as it feels alright.
And when it crosses the line just give it a break
And allow the universal forces to take
Full control of the circumstance. Utter delight
Can be yours if with your spirit you keep in touch.

Every Relationship

Aug22

What if I’m strong and confident most of the time?
As a woman I have a hard time letting go
Of my nature when I’m in a relationship.
Past failures are the cause of my current guilt trip.
If I have to give up something how will I grow
As a person? Can I find a union sublime?

It would be such a blessing to find someone who
Can find value in the way I happen to be.
What I want is to not have to change or let go
Of some characteristics of mine. I don’t know
If I could trust myself with someone completely.
I need some kind of guidance on just what to do.

Trust yourself to be able to handle what you
Don’t control. Sometimes you make the right decision
And sometimes you have to make the decision right.
There will be days of darkness but most will be bright.
All will go as you wish if you can envision
Everything about your biggest dream coming true.

You trust other people to the extent that you
Trust yourself to be able to handle the flaws
Of others. You attract what you’re feeling inside.
Be aware of how you feel because it’s your guide
To fulfillment so you need not worry because
You have taken on a positive point of view.

A Co-Rampage

Jul6

At this moment, where all of my power is, I
Have a knowing. Wellbeing continually
Is available to me. It’s been underway
For a long time. I feel more with each brand new day
Confident that goodness is the majority
Of existence, though contrast I cannot deny.

The momentum that I’ve planned and practiced is now
Paying off, and I live for that feeling of trust
In the universe and in the essence divine
Which tells me that my life and the world are just fine.
If I don’t have that feeling I need to adjust
My vibration. I’m glad that by now I know how.

It’s not urgent that I always stay out ahead
Of every situation. If I slip away
From that sense of wellbeing I can easily
Get right back to it. I do it naturally.
There’s no reason that in a bad mood I should stay
When I can reach a state of happiness instead.

The blending of myself with the best part of me
Is delicious, and nothing else will ever do.
There’s no regression. I can’t go back to the way
That I was. In that place of alignment I’ll stay.
I must release the old to embrace what is new.
From the chains of my troubled self I’ve broken free.

Epiphany

Jul4

What has happened to me that I now realize
All the sins I’ve committed? Perhaps it’s old age
Telling me that my time draws closer by the day.
Do I have enough time left to properly pay
My way out of existence? Of late I engage
In self-evaluation before my demise.

Words don’t teach. Life experience is the only
Way to know life. I’ve learned that I know not a thing
About living except that my own life has been
Cataclysmic. There are those who would shout, “Amen!”
To my honest admission. On slim hope I cling
That a way out of this dilemma there must be.

And there is a way. All that I’ve done in the past
Is the past. I can’t change it. So I have to choose
To look forward where there’s at least a chance that I
May turn into an innocent kindhearted guy.
That’s a bit of a stretch, but I’ve nothing to lose
In believing that I was never an outcast.

Then what was I? A bastard? A son of a bitch?
Or maybe just a troubled soul with some issues?
What matters now is that now is most important.
Dragging the past into it is something I can’t
Let myself keep on doing. Myself I abuse
When I do that. Besides, it will not make me rich.

Quick Warm-Up

Jun12

Energy cannot be created or destroyed;
It can only be converted from one form to
Another. Yet, it must move. It cannot be still.
It expands and contracts in order to fulfill
Every act of intention. What good it can do
To know this is tremendous and should be enjoyed.

Your vibrational alignment, which can occur
With objects and people in the world around you,
Happens naturally when you’re ‘in tune’ with them.
You can use you emotional guidance system
In the process. It helps if you are able to
Remain focused intently on what you prefer.

When you enjoy a beautiful, bright sunny day,
For example, your brain begins to harmonize
With the frequency of the earth. The alpha state
Of relaxation can make the body feel great.
The new day is just that. You need not analyze
Its significance. You reconnect in this way.

Be reminded that you are made of energy
As well as everything in existence, therefore
You were never created nor will you ever
Cease to be. There will be an energy transfer
Into spirit, but right now you’re here to explore
Life on earth as a human temporarily.

Faith

Apr28

Faith is confidence or trust in a person, thing,
Or concept. In the context of religion, it
Is belief in a God, and doctrines and teachings.
It’s not blind. It’s intelligent because it brings
On a peace that is greatly to one’s benefit.
Even with no evidence it’s enlightening.

Conscious knowledge and practicing good deeds is part
Of the process for growing spiritually
In some religious contexts. One’s obedience
To the scriptures does not make a whole lot of sense
Without some understanding of what comes to be
The foundation of living and dear to the heart.

To know more about God and the infinite plan
For one’s finite existence is what one who seeks
True enlightenment cares about. Faith allows one
To discover that knowledge. Verification
Is achieved through employment of psychic techniques
People practice. It’s something that anyone can.

Nothing in this world should be dearer to the one
Seeking truth than the development of wisdom,
Which will lead to faith, which will lead to certainty.
Truth is found by those who seek it ultimately.
The omnipotent Source is where true faith comes from.
Faith is maintained only by sincere devotion.

Get Out Of The Way

Apr16

Like a dog on a bone, I’m trying to fix some
Problem that I’ve created. I’m focused upon
What is wrong, so I’m introducing more contrast
To the simple equation. Time doesn’t move fast
As I struggle. My confidence is all but gone.
It’s as if I don’t remember where I came from.

Yet, I know that the lager part of me does not
Share the same view as I do. It sees everything
As a great opportunity. That difference
In vibration is responsible for the sense
Of distress and confusion that I’m now feeling.
But does it know at all when I’m in a tough spot?

Yes! It does know. It always shows me the best way
Through an issue, but sometimes I’m not in a place
To receive inspiration. It keeps emitting
The exact signal that will ultimately bring
What I need. I’m receptive to infinite grace.
Happiness is the only price there is to pay.

I feel worthy enough to let myself feel good.
I trust that things are working out for me always
And that wellbeing is the natural order
Of the universe. Only good things can occur.
Getting out of my own way definitely pays.
The momentum I’ve created is understood.

Timing Is None Of Your Business

Jan22

Things are always in the process of becoming.
Is it possible, then, for the timing to be
Just a bit off on something you know to be right?
Yes, of course, but your calling it ‘wrong timing’ might
Introduce resistance that’s unnecessary.
Thoughts of time very quickly become mind numbing.

Timing Is None Of Your Business, and here is why.
Throughout life you’ve put many things in your Vortex
Of Creation. Each one of them matters to you,
And each one of them has the ability to
Interact with each other. You are the apex
Of a pyramid that is exceedingly high.

Your wants become cooperative components
With each other as if they have minds of their own.
Everything in your Vortex is then perfectly
Lined up for you, so you have no reason to be
Up in arms about timing. You are not alone
In your quest for creating a life of suspense.

You may try to get in there and move things around,
But your effort is futile. You need to step back
And observe what is happening. Satisfaction
Is your reason for living, and you are the one
To evolve and get over your feelings of lack.
In contentment there is much power to be found.

Off You Will Go!

Jan13

Start out with something that you’re not faking about –
Something where you’re not trying. It simply feels good
Engaging in it. Focus on it for a while.
Let it resonate until a powerful smile
Overwhelms you. Your happiness is understood
To be your launching off place from worry and doubt.

Concentrate on the few things that are going well
With your life and ignore the more difficult things.
The attention you give to the good things may then
Rectify all the bad things. You are once again
On the leading edge of exciting happenings.
You cannot gain momentum when in fear you dwell.

You have been trained to believe that hard work it takes
To get anywhere in life. This defies the laws
Of the universe. Just pick one thing that delights
And excites you but doesn’t give you restless nights.
The Law of Attraction hasn’t a secret clause
Nor is it some kind of spiritual sweepstakes.

Attention to what feels good will cause momentum
In the direction of all things of importance.
Give your undivided attention for a while
To the things that will put upon your face a smile.
Let go of the resistance and you will advance
To great heights. Be thankful for the good things to come.

The Vibration Of Trust

Dec11

There’s a gap between what I want and where I am,
And it scares me because I don’t know who, when, where
Or how things are to happen. The steps I don’t see
To the outcome that is favorable to me.
It’s too big and to uncomfortable to share
Unless I can make of it a final exam.

To be a deliberate creator I must
Do the work. I cannot operate out of fear
Of the unexplained and unobserved. I must be
In alignment with infinite source energy
And go through the darned process. It will be made clear
In due time. I could use an attitude of trust.

The Vibration Of Trust is an old mystery
Come to life every eon. Spiritual Law
Matches that of the physical at some level.
In the magnificence of the Law I revel
Even though my life is mostly fettered in flaw.
I must believe it like the law of gravity.

I can find that vibration. My expectation
That things will work out for me becomes more and more
Solid as I focus more upon my desire.
I cannot be of my own dream a denier.
I can know that it will happen down to the core
Of my being. This exercise will get things done.

Get Used To It

Dec4

Much fulfillment you have now. The time you have spent
Working on your vibration becomes evident
In your manifestations and how well you feel.
You’re an expert at making your dreams become real.
You have mastered the technique of feeling content
Regardless of conditions that life may present.

Innocently, you like being crazy and wild
With excitement about everything that you do.
You used to be afraid of appearing too weird
To others. That illusion has all disappeared.
You know your craziness as an asset to you.
With it, all your creativity is compiled.

What is crazy is following one’s own guidance
When the vast population at large wants you to
Follow certain conditions that they have laid out
Even though they may generate genuine doubt
As to their sensibility. You are one who
Specializes in crazy in full abidance.

Get used to things working out for you. Get used to
Ideas flowing to you. Get used to timing
That is perfect. This is the way things ought to be.
Get used to good things happening naturally.
Let your bell of being be forever chiming.
Feel the freedom of living a life that is new.

Trust What Is Coming

Sep24

On some things I’ve been focused that matter a lot.
In the process I’ve managed to launch more rockets
Of desire into orbit than I can believe.
There is some work to do so that I can achieve
Things that will put more money into my pockets.
I can be grateful for all the cash that I’ve got.

Can I say that my point of attraction is strong?
I’m accustomed to trusting in what I can see,
But with things that are unseen it’s more difficult
So a mix in my vibration is the result.
What can I do to get rid of doubt completely?
In a world of abundance is where I belong.

The word ‘trust’ is appealing. The feeling I get
When I hear it is one of relief from the strain
That I feel when I’m doubtful. I can know that I
Am part of a big picture, so I can rely
On the forces in motion because they contain
The answers to all things that have not happened yet.

Looking at other things around me that agree
With what I want to see already is the way
To slow down the ill thinking. Remembering how
It was before I had them indeed will allow
My belief in the eternal forces at play
In creating a world that is just right for me.

Get Out Of The Way!

Sep23

It’s all about vibration and Source Energy
That lives through me. It’s not about continuing
To think thoughts that are contrary to my desire.
I am grateful for having the tools I require
To attract as I want. It’s a beautiful thing.
I need some good advice on how to let things be.

How often do I want something yet I believe
Just the opposite? A belief is nothing more
Than a thought I keep thinking. I could meditate
Or daydream about things that I appreciate
To suppress the mind’s chatter. They open the door
To my feeling and being able to receive.

I perceive there’s a problem and then take it on
Like a dog on a bone. All this activity
Yields not much in the way of my satisfaction.
I shall trust that my Energy Source gets things done.
I’ll encounter resistance, and it will help me
To decide upon what conclusions can be drawn.

Negative thought is proof that there are positive
Thoughts to choose from. My fear means that there does exist
An unseen force that I must learn to believe in.
Wellbeing becomes apparent as I begin
To Get Out Of The Way and to cease and desist
With my thoughts and behaviors that are resistive.

Take The Easiest Path

Aug17

Our good feeling thoughts we need not learn to discern
And to trust. If you can find a good feeling place
And maintain it you cannot get into trouble.
Traveling on the road that has lots of rubble
Is a weary life absent of natural grace,
Yet there never can be a point of no return.

If you’re really in touch with the way you’re feeling
Then the feeling good place that you’ve found will allow
The release of resistance, tension, and worry.
You can give yourself credit for your willingly
Taking part in creating right here in your now
And your focusing on things that are appealing.

You’re doing much better than you think that you are.
Don’t fall for the temptation to jump far ahead
Of where you are in this moment. Feeling better,
Rather than being a pathetic begetter,
Is the goal. We all have at least one common thread.
A little bit of maintenance will take one far.

Let the finish line be, “This feels better to me
In this moment.” There’s always an ‘on ramp’ ahead
To a much smoother highway. It’s a decision
That one makes notwithstanding acute derision
From people who are truly enlightenment dead.
Take the path that is easiest obviously.

Talk To The Future Self

Aug5

Time is such that it falls within eternity.
Thus we’re able to visit, whenever we choose,
Other versions of ourselves. The information
We get from such visits may be the solution
To the issues we have now. Is this not good news?
Connection with the unknown does set the soul free.

Someone wants to get pregnant. In fact, it’s her goal.
Her desire to bring forth a child is very strong.
But for now she’s unable. The contract she made
With the spirit forthcoming cannot be betrayed
But by worry and doubt. She did get before long
Information from herself about this new soul.

Passion is what is needed to gain the insight
To proceed with the present. Also you must trust
That it’s not about time. It is about timing.
You can contact your future self just by being
Open to information. All that is discussed
Between you and your future you is only right.

We are all in the trusting mode every moment
Of our existence or else we could not exist.
You don’t have to ‘learn how’ to trust. Simply decide
On exactly what you will trust. You can confide
In the guidance of your future self. Do resist
The temptation to doubt what comes to the present.

The Easier Path

May29

If I find a good feeling place and maintain it
I can’t get into trouble and find myself lost.
Many roads take me to the place I want to be
But some are difficult and not necessary.
Can I learn to remain positive at all cost?
I’ve been driving for this long. I can’t up and quit.

How do I learn to trust thoughts that may lead me to
Places of satisfaction? I’ll feel excitement.
My enthusiasm will be at maximum
And there will be no obstacles to overcome.
All the world is prepared to see what I present
As a well-traveled person in some point of view.

Am I really in touch with the way that I feel
And not covering up tension with lots of work?
I release the temptation to increase my speed.
That the ride be a bit smoother is what I need.
Can I learn to accept clarity as a perk
Of my being well balanced in all that is real?

There is always an on ramp to a smother road.
Let the finish line be, “That feels better,” that’s all.
Since I am always moving, I can repeat this.
Every moment that does not… I safely dismiss.
My feeling is my guidance should ever I stall.
A whole lot of blessings are upon me bestowed.

How Does Doubt Become Trust?

May7

Any person who meditates knows how it feels
To be at peace and thoughtless if but for a while.
Signs of things as you want them you may disbelieve
Out of habit. The images that you receive
Are the prelude to something complete and tactile.
One must be open to what life clearly reveals.

But you are meditating – quieting the mind.
In this way you suspend disbelief at your will.
One cannot remain thoughtless indefinitely.
Doubt returns as you experience ecstasy
In your dreams of fulfillment. The ultimate thrill
Is to know satisfaction in all that you find.

Do not go for certainty in any event.
It will goose up the distrust. Our reality
Will confirm that we shouldn’t believe it because
It has not happened yet. This logic has some flaws.
You may be thinking so much that you cannot see
Some way clear of the self-talk that causes torment.

You can feel satisfied in the thought of some thing
Not in having the power to make it happen.
Feel the satisfaction and in time it will turn
To the trust for which you most desperately yearn.
Practice feeling delighted again and again,
And find ever more things that will make your heart sing.

Get Used To The Blessings

Mar25

The best thing about contrast is that it helps me
To see black and white clearly when I have the need
To see through the eyes of those who see their own fear
In the eyes of their enemies as I appear
To be one of the two things. In truth, I am freed
From my own misperceptions if I dare to be.

And indeed It’s a blessing to take it all in.
Sorting through what life offers is why I exist.
Mediocre my life has been compared to those
Of my race whose ambition and excellence shows
That I should not have been born. The thought is dismissed
At the height of each moment of living in sin.

I thank God for the moments – each and every one,
For that space within each one is where I release
What is not of use to me and begin anew.
I’ll rely on God’s guidance in all that I do.
Can I not truly say I believe in world peace?
Peace within my own person is the solution.

I’ll get used to things working out. Often they do.
Wholesome ideas flowing and perfect timing
Are what is natural. It is not the reverse.
Thinking otherwise things can only get much worse.
Surely nothing can interfere with my rhyming.
Doing what I enjoy keeps me from feeling blue.

All You Have To Do

Feb2

There’s no need to be fake about feeling your best.
If you feel yourself trying then something is wrong
With your way of allowing the good times to roll.
When you learn how the laws work you will have control
Of your daily momentum. It doesn’t take long
To attain what you’re after because you are blessed.

Find something that you just feel good about and then
Focus only upon that. Let it resonate
Within you until you feel momentum increase.
It becomes easier then for you to release
All the negative drama you so well create.
You have been in that awful way time and again.

You may have five things going that are important.
Four of them may go terribly and only one
Is doing quite the opposite. Focus on it
And the others will improve by not just a bit
But a whole lot. A whole lot of work can get done
When you know things you can do from things that you can’t.

What’s so hard about thinking about things that feel
Good instead of the things that will make you feel bad?
You’ve been trained to believe in struggle and effort.
But you know now to disregard thoughts of that sort.
Focusing on bad stuff drives you stark raving mad.
You are the one who knows which is of more appeal.

Timing Is None Of Your Business

Jan26

Many things are in the process of becoming.
So is it possible for timing to be off
On something that is so right? Of course that can be.
To call it wrong timing is unnecessary.
At this notion your truer self would surely scoff
One can take care of business by doing nothing.

Timing is none of your business, and this is why.
Throughout your life you have gathered much momentum.
All cooperative components are in place
To bestow upon you an intelligent grace.
You can trust that what you have will always come from
How you take to the process you cannot deny.

What it would be like you can only imagine…
Alone trying to move all the pieces around.
There are too many of them. Leaving them alone
Relieves you of the task of grasping the unknown.
By trusting in the process content can be found.
Then you will witness timing like it’s never been.

Find one reason after another to partake
Of the feeling of satisfaction through your day.
Know that all that you’ve asked for is manifested
In vibrational escrow. You are not tested
In the least by the process. Take time out to play.
You’re no master of timing so give it a break.

Get Out Of The Way

Nov14

Your true self is in heaven and is always high
In vibration, but your lesser self may not be.
Yet the contrast is forever in your control.
If you let go of worry, You will feel more whole.
As your frequency rises, much more you can see.
The emotional spectrum is what we live by.

The rise in your vibration defeats the contrast
And the lowering of it makes living more tough.
Our beliefs come from thought forms that we’ve practiced well.
By the way we are living most others can tell
What our nature of thinking is and other stuff
We’d prefer to keep private and ever bypassed.

Meditation is helpful. It quiets the mind
By your focusing on something neutralizing
Like your breathing or rainfall. It’s not difficult.
You will know a new wholesomeness as a result.
You could also just appreciate. Daydreaming
Is another fine method if you’re so inclined.

Do feel blessed enough to let yourself feel good.
You can trust the nonphysical out in deep space.
Why not trust those in spirit who guide us along?
Getting out of your own way, you cannot go wrong.
Let the universe show you its infinite grace.
That self which is your truest knows well that you should.

Things Working Out

Nov6

Definitions of craziness merge into one
Simple test of unworthiness. It’s pass or fail
And proctored by the populous. Heaven knows this.
If you let others dictate the terms of your bliss
You will never be blissful. You may now exhale.
The long wait for approval cannot be undone.

Your unworthiness proven by circumstances
That you have no control of, you’re not at the top
Of a game that seems not yours yet in which you play.
Innocent and without fear, you do what you may
To keep up an illusion with no way to stop.
It is hard then to evaluate your chances.

Being crazy is childlike because it is fun.
We place judgment on actions based on how they feel.
Feeling natural freedom to feel as you please
With good timing and ideas flowing with ease
Is for you all quite normal, natural, and real.
Getting used to things working out no one should shun.

Following your own guidance when society
Imposes its conditions takes courageous strength.
Let it grow within you as an expectant child
Of the one you once were before it was exiled.
Your life is but a movie that’s running full-length.
You are actor and audience and all that be.

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me

Sep22

Tomorrow starts without me. Someday it shall be.
Should the sun rise and find your eyes dampened with tears,
Please don’t cry while you’re thinking of those things unsaid.
I know how much you care for me. Tears that are shed
Speak for you and me also, and I have no fears
For a place has been readied in heaven for me.

If it should start with out me, know that what’s occurred
Is that my name was called. Then, taken by the hand,
I was told I must leave earth and all that I love
And ascend to the kingdom of heaven above.
I cannot argue with what the Big One has planned.
As I looked back, a tear fell, and your voice was heard.

It seems almost impossible I’m without you
And can’t hug you goodbye. How I want you to smile.
Emptiness, memories, and sorrows I’ve become.
When I think of the things of the world I grow numb
At the thought of your sorrow. Yet after a while,
I rejoice in the new work I’m given to do.

And when I walked through heaven’s gates I felt at home.
God looked down upon me from a huge golden throne
And said, “This is eternity. All that I said
Will be yours is now yours. You have nothing to dread.”
I’m now ready to give up the earth life I’d known.
In the realm of eternity is where I roam.

A Spoonful Of Contrition

Jul6

I must know that I’m worthy although I’ve done wrong.
For my soul, I seek justice, but I must live on
So that I suffer vividly in solitude.
All who own me know they have the right to intrude
Upon my conscience all through the night until dawn.
My regret become karmic is where I belong.

All must seek retribution for what I have done.
As my life caves in on me, all that I should know
Is that some small redemption exists for this soul.
I don’t ask that the balance of my life be whole
But allow me the substance to pay what I owe
Otherwise, my existence is much worse than none.

But I can’t get there from here. I know for a fact
That I must have the feeling before conditions
Start to manifest for me. My sorrow blocks it.
How do I balance karma if I’m poorly fit
To function as a human among sacred ones
Who provide my life lessons with relative tact?

Universe, please connect me to all I deserve.
I have no fear in asking; just guide me somehow.
With my head hung in sorrow, intense is my shame.
I hate that I have no one but myself to blame.
Can the Law Of Attraction still let me allow?
Or am I just a screwed one with colossal nerve?

Though I can be facetious in this agony
The damned knot in the stomach is losing its voice.
If it’s silenced completely, is my life ended?
Or will I find relief from existential dread?
Seeing myself as worthy is my only choice.
I cannot turn by back on deciding to be.

The Virtue Of Selfishness

Jun19

All were born to be selfish. There’s no other way
To live out life experience wholeheartedly.
If we all were not selfish, we could not exist.
To be self-less means breathing would cease and desist.
Fundamental the basis is for me to be
Fully conscious and self-aware most every day.

To extract from experience my own selfhood
Can be done but completely only when I’m dead.
Otherwise, I am in it for all that it’s worth.
Self and how I experience it since my birth
Is my primary focus. I’ll not be misled
By a notion that isn’t that well understood.

Selflessness is absurdity – an idea
That in fact is quite foolish. It has no meaning.
So, the question becomes, “Who does myself include?”
The answer is the key to how my life is viewed.
It can be cosmic or at least global a thing
And perhaps an effective pain panacea.

Redefining what selfish means gives me freedom
To step outside the boundaries placed in the mind
Giving oneself a false sense of separateness.
Universal Identity I can express
In a world that maybe was selfishly designed.
Selfishness is the only place where I come from.

Acts Of Faith

Feb12

The illusion of separateness between me
And all others and everything gets in the way
Of my trusting the universe. It must be wise,
Much more so than I am with my limited eyes.
The Tao nourishes all things in consummate play.
Letting go of the ego, I may better see.

I’ve the need to relinquish my power façade
When I notice I’m up nights consumed in worry.
My decisions, well thought out, made under duress,
Yield calamitous outcomes and increasing stress.
Snap decisions made instantly happen to be
The right ones in the long run. Now isn’t that odd?

Faith enormous and heart moving cannot be blind
For the sight is beyond what the senses behold.
It’s a leap into wellness and feeling at ease
In the world that I’m one with. Its intent to please
I must know absolutely. What e’er may unfold,
When I see life correctly, is loving and kind.

To be one with the universe, trust that it will,
Through its infinite intellect, meet all my needs.
Treat it like it’s a dear friend whom I haven’t seen
For a really long time. Then the rapport between
Me and all that exists blossoms free of the weeds.
It and I are the same thing. This should make me chill.

The Magic Realist

A Poet's Path

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