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Anxiety And Depression

Personal Hell

The Dead End I have reached. There is nowhere to go
That is not without torment. “Struggle is okay,”
Would say friends if I had them. “We all can relate
To the bitter taste life has. When in a lost state
Know that you’re not alone although it seems that way.”

Could there be a ‘friend’ inside me who I don’t know?

What I feel is reality, and it is now.
Contemplating ending it all, I find relief
In the knowing that doing so may curse my soul.
What if it is already too much less than whole?
My own negative thinking I know is the thief
Of my spirit. I’d feel better if I knew how…

So we all go through hard times, and I would do best
To be patient with myself. I deserve a break.
Some rest and relaxation and good exercise
When I’m feeling much better is proper and wise.
I must move this damned body while I am awake
Whatever that may look like and rightly expressed.

I must force myself off the couch and on a walk.
I can create something from the pain that I feel.
Things that make me wonderful, blessed, and unique
And the things I appreciate counter the bleak.
I become all the better throughout the ordeal.
Therapy for the psyche is positive shock.

Be Ready To Get Surprised

In Response To The Asking

Be careful what you dream about. It may come true.
Keep your thoughts on the light side, but feel your passion
About your blessed journey. The child within you
Wants to see some adventure that’s long overdue.
Nothing is healthier than your having more fun.
Get ready for something most exciting and new.

Joyfulness is the journey. There is no set goal.
Laugh as much as is possible. Be with others
Who are vibrating the same kind of energy.
So adored by the universe, you’re completely
Worthy of what you ask. The universe concurs
With it wholly, and it is under your control.

When you ask, it is given. But asking is key.
The universe is intelligent, but it needs
To be told how to service you. Your abundance
Is a thing that can happen not by random chance.
With each moment of happiness you’re planting seeds
Of your future becoming as you wish to be.

Whether joyful relationships, health, or money…
It’s all there but just ask for it and it will come.
Ask for signs, inspiration, and help on your way.
Throughout life this is how you most solemnly pray.
Be surprised by where wonderfulness can come from.
Get to know the perfection of how life can be.