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The Need For More Lives?

Jun25

Burnout Trajectory

I’m a creative person. I get a lot done,
And I love it. There’s noting in life I want more
Than to be inundated with activities
That excite me. I would ask the universe, “Please
Give me more lives, or at least more time to explore
All the things I’m involved with as I’m having fun.”

No matter where my focus is, it’s all about
My exhilaration – my joyful becoming.
But my thinking may show some signs of resistance
Because while I do one thing I’m missing the chance
To do others. It screws with my psychic plumbing
In a way that produces in me certain doubt.

So my point of attraction is way off the mark
Because I’m missing things that I want. I’m aware
More of what I’m not allowing to manifest.
In the mode of receiving I will get the best
Course of action by impulse. Enough I must care
About keeping my spirit away from the dark.

I’m loving the power of imagination.
When I’m in the receiving mode I don’t complain
About not getting things done. Then I can create
A life for myself that I would consider great.
My connection with Source Energy I maintain
If I can remain in a state of elation.

No Matter How It Looks

Mar31

Man In Tears

When I look at my troubled past, all I can see
Is someone who has taken too many wrong turns.
I’d call myself a loser, were it not a sin
To agree with most others. How can I begin
To make peace? This is the biggest of my concerns.
Does the universe find disappointment in me?

I’m not well and have never been. I can accept
That I may be dangerous to society,
But my inner being doesn’t see me that way.
It helps me to put up with myself through the day.
How I’ve been in the past matters so much to me
That at functioning here and now I am inept.

Things are always working out for me No Matter
How It Looks at any point in time, and if I
Can accept this as truth and feel myself worthy
Of releasing my past, much better off I’ll be.
It makes no sense for me to keep wondering why
I evolved as I did. Screw the mental chatter.

I can think and feel, therefore, I can be aware
Of what happens because of it. I have control
Of my own thoughts and feelings. Things will be alright.
I am worthy of the good things in life despite
The perceived severe toxicity of my soul.
The relief is like taking a breath of fresh air.