Tag Archive | debt

Student Debt

Nov24

Worry

Perhaps in the beginning it seemed quite okay
But by now the high interest rates are keeping
You in constant anxiety therefore it seems
That you may never get to fulfill your life’s dreams
Which is why thoughts of desperation keep creeping
Into your mind. You can’t get them to go away.

You’ve picked up a lot of evidence in life that
Supports your negative feelings regarding your
Situation. There are many others like you
But if you got together nothing you would do
But complain. You’re not capable of doing more
Because of where your sense of wellbeing is at.

Are big businesses taking advantage of you?
They should not but your pushing against them is why
You’re hung up on the notion of an enemy
Out to get you. Find some way to get yourself free
From such thinking. You’ve nothing to lose if you try.
Thinking better about it is all you can do.

There’s a ton of corruption but you took a bite
Of the apple of freedom to do as you please
In a nation that’s backwards in so many ways
But things do work out for any person who stays
In alignment. To see the way your spirit sees
Is your way of seeing that things will turn out right.

What You Really Want

Nov6

Spiritual Abandon

What you really want can come right now or within
A few minutes or certainly with a day.
With your mind you can focus on feeling your best.
When you do so your life feels not like a contest
But an adventure where things always go your way.
A new life of wellbeing you now can begin.

Everything that you want is because you think you
Will feel better by having it but you can feel
Better right now and when you do things will turn out
For the better. Try it if you have any doubt
About what the kind universe wants to reveal
To your consciousness. You can accept this as true.

Stop nitpicking over how the happiness comes.
Just accept that you can find it right here and now.
What does not come to you instantaneously
Will become part of your life if you let it be
A fulfilling adventure. You want to allow
Yourself to march to the beat of positive drums.

Just find some touchstone that always feels good to you
When you think about it. Use it as your excuse
To feel good in this moment. Don’t try to figure
It all out. Focus on what you want to endure.
You have nothing to do but kick back and let loose
With your loving all that is delightful and new.

Stop Negative Vibrations Instantly

Oct6

Energetic Stress

It’s not that big a crisis but still your distressed.
Bordering on psychosis you think way too much
About things that you cannot resolve right away.
It feels like your whole life’s in total disarray.
At the moment you seem to be far out of touch
With your true self which now is severely suppressed.

You’re not out of touch nor are you disconnected
From your true self because it’s the main part of you.
Temporary is your circumstance. Be aware
Of the logic that can lead you out of despair
And right into a situation that is new.
Negative emotion should not be expected.

If a spark from the fireplace lands on your sweater
And you brush it off quickly not much harm is done
But if you say, “My goodness!”, by that time you will
Be on fire. By the same token you can’t sit still
With a problem that seems to have no solution.
You can always find a way of feeling better.

You can render inactive your disappointment
With yourself for whatever by remembering
That your true self has a different opinion
Than you do about most things. You can be someone
Who can be happy no matter what’s happening.
Any state you can reach through your conscious intent.

Keep Them Poor

Jun18

Rulership By Economy

Say the rich to all other folk, “Let’s Keep Them Poor
Rather than let them in on how to attain wealth…”
As if there’s a finite amount of resources.
The economy is run by evil forces
Hellbent on keeping people declining in health
And in constant need of a financial savior.

If the job doesn’t pay well, or does not exist,
Or is so damned disgusting that it takes its toll
On the spirit, it’s certainly time for a change.
I have just enough freedom. I can rearrange
My perceptions regarding money as a whole
While detaching from thinking of how to subsist.

Children never are taught about money in school.
Government tells us what can and cannot be taught.
We learn how to get jobs – not to think on our own
About how to create wealth. Instead we are shown
How to be slaves of honor and get ourselves caught
In a losing life cycle. What could be more cruel?

Things that children should learn should be naturally –
Like accounting and business, finances and debt,
And how all world economies do interact.
The Monopoly game is much closer to fact.
But will wisdom become us? With all due regret,
Human nature can’t let that be reality.

Cave In

Jun17

Inner Escape From Outer Turmoil

There cannot be a pain worse than surmounting debt.
As the tonnage increases it takes up more space
In the places my guts were before their seizure.
Should I act out in panic, more harm I’d endure.
By my credit score I am consumed in disgrace.
Every phone call or message I’ll take as a threat.

No wonder I’m so weary and pissed of a lot.
Energy that I would have for creating things
Is diverted to struggle finding strategies
To reverse severe bleeding through tense arteries.
Embarrassed that I cling on to life’s apron strings,
A fine candidate for employment I am not.

Life is caving in on me. There is no escape
Short of something most tragic or a miracle
Like a change in perception so that I will hear
The exact steps I must take to mitigate fear
And the guidance to exit my fecal canal.
I’m a far cry from being in much better shape.

If I don’t find a hustle or some employment
In the next few days, things will get way out of hand.
And I don’t have an answer, nor am I afraid.
I must pay for the foolish decisions I’ve made.
May it cost me my life. That would be more than grand.
In survival, my task is to learn to repent.