Help is needed because I have no where to go
But within and of that place I’m truly afraid.
Guilt and shame are a part of my anatomy.
How can I help myself out spiritually
When my own sense of humanity I’ve betrayed?
Is there some truth that I’m able to come to know?

Deep remorse I feel. What can I do to undo
What I’ve done? Radioactive I’ve come to be.
I’ve burnt bridges and severed familial ties.
Many things that I’ve done with my life were unwise
To the point where I’m a threat to society.
How I wish to the universe this were not true.

What I know is that all those who’ve gone before me
Along with healers and teachers are focused here
In this powerful moment to guide me along
And they seem to forgive me for what I’ve done wrong.
The amends that I make will be righteous and clear.
I know that I have work to do karmically.

What I do with this moment determines how I
Will move forward. I’m sorry for what I have done.
I beg that I could go through what I put you through.
I hope that brings enough satisfaction to you.
The last part of my journey is surely begun.
I’ll have taken care of business before I die.