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Own Where You Are

Ladder To The Sky

Where you are is the right place no matter where you
Happen to be because you can get to a place
That is better. You climb the emotional scale
Step by step. It’s impossible for you to fail
At feeling just a bit better if you embrace
The notion of wellbeing. You know that it’s true.

When you get that feeling that nothing is going
To keep you from going then Go, but until you
Have that feeling, take the time you need to align
With what you want then everything will work out fine.
If you feel some intensity don’t fall into
Resistance to what your inner self is knowing.

If it feels exciting and invigorating
Then there’s no resistance. You partake of the fun
And fulfillment in doing what you want to do.
If you’re not feeling this way then it’s best that you
Step back from it until you find a solution
To the issue that you seem to be creating.

Don’t try to push the noodle by making something
Work that isn’t quite ready. It’s where it should be
At the moment. Indeed you must chill out as well
Instead of putting yourself through the utter hell
Of trying to figure things out rationally.
Where you are now is from where all is happening.

Addiction And Spiritual Growth

Drug Therapy

There’s no logical reason for me to have turned
Out this way. My upbringing was loving and kind
Yet I have an addiction. I have to admit
To myself that I have no intention to quit
Because in it there’s some semblance of peace of mind.
About life and my living it I’m unconcerned.

What’s the reason I do it? To cover the pain
Of my feeling inadequate to be around
Other people. I feel that I’m not capable
Of loving. I perceive that I’m unlovable.
There are no redeeming qualities to be found
In this sorry self. My whole life I’ve lived in vain.

Well, that’s it in a nutshell. I could say that I
Lost my job or a loved one but deep down inside
I feel ugly and socially not up to par.
I am powerless over conditions that are
Of myself too revealing. I have much to hide.
I don’t want you to know me. Please don’t ask me why.

Powerlessness becomes me. I fear that I will
Be discovered. I don’t want to have anything
To do with anyone. Kindly leave me alone
As I fade into the unwelcoming unknown.
Each of us is addicted to our wellbeing
Ultimately. It’s everyone’s wish to fulfill.