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A Truly New Year

Jan14

Newness

Human drama continues as it always will.
What gets old is my addiction to the suspense
That some errant part of me finds entertaining.
Though it’s boring I still find myself complaining
About how life does not seem to make any sense.
In a year’s time is there a dream I can fulfill?

I don’t want to pump so much of last year into
The corpuscles of this one. I need a new flow
Of life energy. What I ask for I receive
And this year more than ever I want to believe
In my heart that this is true. I’m willing to go
To great lengths to keep a positive point of view.

Am I letting what’s been given in or am I
Choking it off in some way? I’ve been asking for
Spirit to give me guidance. I want to allow
The wellbeing I’ve asked for to come to me now.
I don’t want to feel disconnected anymore
From the spirit within me that I can’t deny.

Old beliefs and bad habits are due for release
As is always. It’s time to make room for the new
And refreshing. What I shall accomplish this year
Will be done because I will have conquered my fear
Of the challenges that I will be going through.
Nothing is more important than my inner peace.

Talk About Your Desire

Feb2

Co-Creation

Do you think it’s a good year to start something new
By not dragging so much of the old on the way?
When you ask, it is given, every single time,
So don’t ask as if you are committing a crime.
Talk about what you want and believe what you say.
Letting in what is given is easy to do.

Negative human drama is in the forecast.
It cannot be a reason to pay attention
Lest the mind become poisoned. Your peace you deny.
You become somewhat brittle without knowing why.
Instead of believing that everything is done,
You may find yourself a prisoner of your past.

Turn the news off. Forget about humanity
For a moment and focus on what’s going well
In your circle immediate. Life will improve
With a shift in your consciousness. Then you can move
Into some satisfaction. Don’t sanctify hell.
What you ask for is supposed to come easily.

Universal energies want to flow through you
Toward what you desire, so do not block the flow
With beliefs and opinions. Let goodness happen
In your life. You can become like a child again…
In the best way, which is the only way to go.
Tell others who will listen of your point of view.

I Should Not Have Been Born

Feb2

Self-Confinement

Can I blame mental illness for how I’ve behaved?
I would like to, but that would mean that I’m now sane.
In my old age, alone now, consumed in remorse,
I’m possessed by a grossly malevolent force.
My whole life was a mission to cause others pain
From this brutal life review I cannot be saved.

It’s injustice to worthiness. I don’t deserve
Satisfaction in living. In purgatory,
I remember my madness and all I have done
To create such calamity for everyone
I can think of. The reason that people hate me
Is because I’m an asshole with colossal nerve.

That’s why I flush the toilet every now and then
By moving to another place, leaving behind
A train wreck of existence to fuck up anew
Somewhere else. I’m amazed by the things that I do
That are downright disgusting. I had been unkind
For no apparent reason again and again.

Can I feel the embarrassment? Have I a soul?
As my lead solar plexus drains my energy,
I don’t want to remember the people I’ve known.
Knowing they have forgotten me, I can disown
That it ever had happened. In hell I should be.
Perhaps unconsciously that’s my ultimate goal.

But I’m here now and have been assigned to this role
For some God unknown reason. I am humbled by
My existence. I’m sorry for all that I’ve done
To hurt others. To hope that healing has begun
Is, I hope, not too arrogant. The day I die
Will be one of rejoicing for this troubled soul.