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Find Something To Appreciate

Love Swarm

There exists a vibrational reality.
Take the time to acknowledge it. Tune yourself to
The power of it simply by being aware
Of how you feel and by taking absolute care
Of sustaining a more positive point of view.
You can believe in feelings that you cannot see.

This vortex of creation, made of energy
From your feelings of passion, gathers all of the
Components necessary to fulfill your dreams.
This vibrational reality, though it seems
Not as real as the physical, most certainly
Can be felt as you’re living your life happily.

It’s like setting yourself up with a search engine
That has searching and finding capabilities
The likes of which we’ve never come close to with our
Technological prowess. It has the power
To process all that you want with infinite ease.
It’s done this forever. It will do it again.

Line up with it. You don’t have to search the archives
Or do anything other than get yourself in
The receptive mode. Find something to bask about
And appreciate. There’s nothing to figure out.
Just get happy and wonderful things will begin
Happening. It’s the spirit within you who thrives.

A Truly New Year

Newness

Human drama continues as it always will.
What gets old is my addiction to the suspense
That some errant part of me finds entertaining.
Though it’s boring I still find myself complaining
About how life does not seem to make any sense.
In a year’s time is there a dream I can fulfill?

I don’t want to pump so much of last year into
The corpuscles of this one. I need a new flow
Of life energy. What I ask for I receive
And this year more than ever I want to believe
In my heart that this is true. I’m willing to go
To great lengths to keep a positive point of view.

Am I letting what’s been given in or am I
Choking it off in some way? I’ve been asking for
Spirit to give me guidance. I want to allow
The wellbeing I’ve asked for to come to me now.
I don’t want to feel disconnected anymore
From the spirit within me that I can’t deny.

Old beliefs and bad habits are due for release
As is always. It’s time to make room for the new
And refreshing. What I shall accomplish this year
Will be done because I will have conquered my fear
Of the challenges that I will be going through.
Nothing is more important than my inner peace.

Don’t Give Up!

Ascension

To give up is to fall by the wayside and die.
I’m not willing to do that right now or ever.
Even though there are many things I have done wrong
My commitment to making amends is still strong
But the thing is I must do it now or never
Unless my mental illness will not let me try.

I can’t run out of content. There always will be
Something for me to write about. I’m okay there.
Can I do it in my best conceivable way?
Is there some deep emotional price I must pay?
Seriously, the people I’ve harmed wouldn’t care
Much at all about anything concerning me.

I can give up the struggle, pity, and self-shame
Long enough in each moment to become aware
Of my spirit eternal wherein I find peace.
All my negative karma I’d love to release
In an instant but that in no way would be fair.
Is there not enough love in my heart to proclaim?

I can’t give up the chance to be motivated
Into being. From there I can reach anywhere
That I choose. I can’t give up the life that I’ve made
For myself. I no longer have to be afraid
To express my true feelings and give utmost care
To make it another work of art created.

Forgiveness Is The Plan For Now

Sincere Prayer

In this world there is horror, unspeakable pain,
And depression. The hatred for one another
Is appalling. How does a world turn out this way?
Are there powerful sinister forces at play?
There are two sides. One can pick one or the other.
Those who don’t pick one are the ones driven insane.

It’s beyond devastating what you have gone through.
There’s no way to describe it only that it’s more
Than you thought you could handle. You cannot deny
Your own feelings of hatred as hard as you try.
Some relief from the pain is all you’re looking for.
Nothing short of a miracle will comfort you.

There’s a plan with a purpose which is to restore
Everything to its oneness. It’s in place right now.
You cannot accept it in the past or future.
Now is the only time that you have to secure
Peace of mind. It is you who must choose to allow
The true sense of wellbeing that you had before.

The ego tries to convince you that you will be
Happy when you see justice but your spirit knows
What you want more than you do and it’s not to hate.
The world also has much you can appreciate.
Bring the dark and insane episode to a close.
You can decide to relearn to live happily.

If This Is Happening It’s Ready To Manifest

Small Life

The highest manifestation to which I am
Feeling enormous positive emotion has
Already manifested in the form of the
Positive emotion that I’m feeling. To be
Able at any moment to feel as good as
I decide to is my rather simple program.

As I note the successful manifestation
Of the positive emotion all the details
Will fill in quickly. The emotion is the thing
Most important. My happiness alone can bring
Good things to me as long as my spirit prevails
In its quest for deliberate co-creation.

So it’s here. I accept that. But does it defy
What is logical? Is this the way of a fool?
If I feel anticipation and excitement
Then how can it be considered an indictment
Of my purpose? To me that simply isn’t cool.
When I’m feeling good I love to tell others why.

There are those who feel absence. They try to fill it
With the things that they think will make them feel better
But the void can be filled with appreciation,
Clarity, fulfillment, and extreme elation.
When you feel this way wonderful things must occur.
Your feelings are provided for your benefit.

Talk About Your Desire

Co-Creation

Do you think it’s a good year to start something new
By not dragging so much of the old on the way?
When you ask, it is given, every single time,
So don’t ask as if you are committing a crime.
Talk about what you want and believe what you say.
Letting in what is given is easy to do.

Negative human drama is in the forecast.
It cannot be a reason to pay attention
Lest the mind become poisoned. Your peace you deny.
You become somewhat brittle without knowing why.
Instead of believing that everything is done,
You may find yourself a prisoner of your past.

Turn the news off. Forget about humanity
For a moment and focus on what’s going well
In your circle immediate. Life will improve
With a shift in your consciousness. Then you can move
Into some satisfaction. Don’t sanctify hell.
What you ask for is supposed to come easily.

Universal energies want to flow through you
Toward what you desire, so do not block the flow
With beliefs and opinions. Let goodness happen
In your life. You can become like a child again…
In the best way, which is the only way to go.
Tell others who will listen of your point of view.

I Should Not Have Been Born

Self-Confinement

Can I blame mental illness for how I’ve behaved?
I would like to, but that would mean that I’m now sane.
In my old age, alone now, consumed in remorse,
I’m possessed by a grossly malevolent force.
My whole life was a mission to cause others pain
From this brutal life review I cannot be saved.

It’s injustice to worthiness. I don’t deserve
Satisfaction in living. In purgatory,
I remember my madness and all I have done
To create such calamity for everyone
I can think of. The reason that people hate me
Is because I’m an asshole with colossal nerve.

That’s why I flush the toilet every now and then
By moving to another place, leaving behind
A train wreck of existence to fuck up anew
Somewhere else. I’m amazed by the things that I do
That are downright disgusting. I had been unkind
For no apparent reason again and again.

Can I feel the embarrassment? Have I a soul?
As my lead solar plexus drains my energy,
I don’t want to remember the people I’ve known.
Knowing they have forgotten me, I can disown
That it ever had happened. In hell I should be.
Perhaps unconsciously that’s my ultimate goal.

But I’m here now and have been assigned to this role
For some God unknown reason. I am humbled by
My existence. I’m sorry for all that I’ve done
To hurt others. To hope that healing has begun
Is, I hope, not too arrogant. The day I die
Will be one of rejoicing for this troubled soul.