The immensity of it is overwhelming.
It’s my life that I’m talking about. It beats me
To a pulp why things don’t want to turn out my way.
Why do I end up working my ass off all day
Without much satisfaction? I just want to be
Free to live a life that is truly amazing.
I’ll attend my own seminar. I’ve learned enough
To fill lifetimes of wisdom. If I could access
All of it in this moment, I would realize
The illusion. My truest self wears a disguise
Called the ego, and it specializes in stress.
It can keep me from getting to all the good stuff.
I could go for a different experience
Than the one that I’m having. The one most ideal
Is of passion and wonder. I’ve been there before.
It’s my strongest intention to be there some more.
There is nothing more important than how I feel.
I can deal with a life of delightful suspense.
Do I know what I’m doing? I know better now
That my doing means nothing unless I’m aligned
With my truest self, then I can do anything.
What is the vibration that I am offering
To my universe? In the answer I will find
Everything that will enable me to allow.