Tag Archive | reemerging

Transition

Last Rights

She’d been ill for a long time. Anticlimactic
Was her passing. Her breathing just slowed down and came
To a stop. My impatience I felt guilt about
For a while, but I’ve had time to figure that out
For the most part. I know that things won’t be the same.
Generally my numbness is ataractic.

I don’t know what I expected to have occurred.
Did I want to see angels or her spirit rise
To the ceiling and exit? Did I want there to
Be some last words between us? And what can I do
To maintain my existence as I realize
How this loss affects me such that I’m without word?

The most perfect creation is the one where the
Next logical step just happens. I can become
More aware of her presence if I believe that
She’s not gone. In a spiritual habitat
She exists now. It’s where every being comes from.
I can line myself up with her reality.

I know now that her inner being was waiting
For exactly the right moment. I’m the one who
Had created the drama through my ignorance.
I had made too much of the entire circumstance
I am interested in her new point of view.
I reach her any moment by concentrating.

Let Go And Trust

Relinquish The Fear

A man was with his mother when she transitioned
To nonphysical. It was ‘anticlimactic’
As he put it. There was a sense of impatience.
He fell victim to his self-created suspense.
Should the death of someone ever be ‘fantastic?’
Digging deeper into this case cannot be shunned.

She made her transition peacefully and calmly.
Her spirit was waiting for the perfect moment
To let go of this world. She has now reemerged
Into that which is nameless. Her spirit was urged
And she followed without issue. Gladly she went.
The next logical step was the one come to be.

Yodeling down the canyon was not what he saw
Nor the kind of excitement that would scare someone.
The question that needs answered is how does he make
The best of it. The answer is to come awake
To the fact that she’s not dead. Illusion is spun
From beliefs that are fettered in fiction and flaw.

He created the drama that did not take place
As expected. Her spirit was more in control
Of the whole situation. His acknowledgement
Of his not letting go and trusting the event
Proceeds as it is meant to has rendered him whole.
His connection with her he’ll now fully embrace.