Spending too much time sleeping I wonder what I
Am escaping. I don’t really know how I feel
About anything anymore. Weary I am
And upset to the point where I can’t give a damn
About life. My disgust with it I can’t conceal.
I have lots of resistance and I don’t care why.

I’d been keeping a list of all the amazing
Things that were happening then all of a sudden
I just lost it. I got caught up in other things.
Now I feel as if something is pulling my strings.
It would be nice to be feeling wholesome again.
There’s nothing about how I feel that’s worth praising.

When you begin to acknowledge that you can be,
Do, or have anything, you would like to believe
But hardly do. Your expectation is improved
By the manifestation. Energy has moved
Such that you’ve put yourself in the mode to receive.
Slipping back to old ways happens naturally.

You can do this. You’ve done it before. Realize
The potential within you and stop keeping score
Of your progress. Stop introducing resistance
To the mix. Be respective of your circumstance.
Surely there’s something about life you can adore.
Take your mind for a moment off things you despise.